aaaaaaaah. i hate this. i'm a mess right now. all undecided and confused. this is not me. i usually know what i want. and i'm usually not easily influenced. :(

1. To go to boarding school or to not go to boarding school.

2. To take a chance or to ignore it.

3. To trust or to not trust.

4. To sepak the dog who have been endlessly barking or to close the window.


:(. ughh. give me TIME. i need to think it over. deep breaths. deep breaths.
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i'm a little bit better. huh.

ps. i decided to close the window. haha. takut kena kejar. :D