you're leaving. :(

i dedicate this post to you.:)

around the end of January in 2005, i, excited to be in "high school" heard this rumour spreading in the class that there was a new girl coming in. it seems that she didn't survive boarding school and decided to come back. curious. i was really.

The following week, i saw who that girl was for the first time. Anissa Azizan. she was from a different primary school so i really didn't know her. because she looked shy and seemed quiet, i distanced myself. however, fate has a way of forming friendships. the subject of a common friend came up and got us talking for the first time. after we started, we never stopped.

i've always and still enjoy talking to you. being able to share so much of my interests with you have been really great. twilight, pen-spinning, naruto,books and music are a few of the many things we've shared. you're always listening to my ramblings and complains about unimportant stuff.:) when other people just pretended to listen, you always did. thus, i owe you a big Thank You for that.

After 3 years and 1 1/2 months of being in the same class, you're actually leaving and we'll be classmates no more. its sad for me. really sad. but i know its your dream that you are going after. and i am not a person that will stop you from doing that.

though i know memories with me might not be all sweet, somehow i think the not-so-sweet times made our friendship stronger. we've been through a lot. we have been close, not-so-close, distant but NEVER apart. no matter what happened, you were always a friend. i'm glad, really glad that i got the chance to know you. seems to me, the shy Anissa then, has grown and matured into a confident girl. you make me us proud at your new school kay? :D

i'll definitely miss you. miss making fun of your yellow uniform. miss squinting my eyes to read your writing. miss laughing so hard with you until tears come out. miss spinning pens with you. miss..... doing a lot of things. but, i think i'll survive. besides, you're not really going far kan? Cheras dekat je weh. :D

i hope you don't forget me. cause i certainly won't. i've never really left people. i mean, shift school or move to a new neighbourhood. so, i really suck at goodbyes. but anyways,


ps. siapa nak spin pen dengan aku dh weh.
and fyi, i did cry while typing this. :'(

Labels: goodbyes