ughhhh. i want to watch David A's concert so badddd. i mean, i have never missed a single episode of american idol just to watch him sing every week. i even almost threw the remote to the tv screen when D.C won. xD


gaaaah. but noooo, this fan girl won't be able to see him live.


reason #1

-no phreaking tickets. stupid cd plus one free ticket purchase was on a weekday. what are the odds of me, getting out of english class to hitch a train to midV and get tickets. asdfghjkl;'
*bangs head to table*


reason #2
-my mom says its a no go. although reason 2 isnt actually valid if reason 1 was there. even if i could go, how on earth can i get a ticket without stealing, robbering another fan girl. asdfghjkl:'
*bangs head a little harder*


reason #3

-tuition. which i definitely can't afford to miss again. gaaah. if school teachers were better at teaching, i wouldnt have to worry about missing chem, phys + bio class in Kancil. gaaah.


reason #4

-the shitloads of homework that keeps on accumulating no matter how hard i try to finish them. i'm only sixteen for crying out loud, giving me work like i'm 20 will get me nowhere people. i miss the PMR days. when the teachers were more understanding and... human.


reason #5

-the tight schedule that's almost ridiculous for me to handle.

last weekend; prefect camp

this weekend; school+last week's homework

next weekend; Pudu Girls School prefect's gathering

the following weekend; School Mag Boot Camp at Taylors U


1st week of MAY; will start freaking out for mid terms + violin practical exam.


GAAAAAAAH. is there no rest for me in this world anymoreeee?



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plus, i'm also missing the Arashi Screening in The Gardens MidV. i was looking so forward to it. but, unfortunately, the dear mother thinks that my break would only be during the holidays. which is actually quite impossible as my violin practical exam would be around that time. so, WHAT BREAK?i thought i could go and release some stress and just chill for a day. gaaaah. sempai; x dapat jumpa lagi lh. :(

watching Talentime with Syaza seems so far away too.



i'm so close to breaking down right now. seriously. ughhhhh.




i need my important people now; alia. syaza. nadia. fatin. him. ;(