HOMG. the day i start school was probably the day my life officially ended for the time being.

i'm sooo busy until i think its almost ridiculous. i mean, how can a person's to-do list is filled up by the fourth period of the first day of school? ohh man, this is gonna be one heck of a year.

of course most of you already know that i and approximateky 800 000 more people are going to sit for SPM this year. i dont know how my life changed from revolving around Arashi and now revolving around those three alphabets. not to mention my other activies (music etc.) and tuitions. yikes!

NO. i am not having an Arashi break or a diet like some people. i'm just taking them a little slow. i ONLY go online on weekends now. and the saddest part, i dont even want to go online on weekdays because there's just too much work to do. i'm only seventeen (soon XD) people. i should not be going through all this. T.T

still, whenever i ask myself myself why i'm working so hard. i know the answer is because i want it. i want it all.selfish, i know. but i do. i really want so much from myself and my life and i have come to realize (a few weeks ago) that i have too bust my ass off to get all that. and when i do get it, its going to be really sweet. trust me. and so, for the time being, there are a few other things that i'm putting on hold.

1. going to arashi_on@lj everyday to check for updates
2. reading magazines translations
3. downloading subbed videos (stormy approved! XD) *clap clap*
4. watching Sho's drama dengan si maki maki tu.
5. and much more.

*i will be trying to make time to watch Sho's drama during the Chinese New Year holidays. :)

this would be as far as i can write as my first exam start tomorrow and my Physics book is giving me the evil eye. i'm really missing blogging and updating. although since school started, there's not much to update anyways. and so i end this post with a Good Luck message to all unfortunate students in KL who will be having their first exam of 2010 tomorrow. and an announcement that since today, i am officially

married to SPM.

jaa.
wasurenai (which means don't forget),
nana :)