Reality just hit me really hard.
so, i'm going to slowly and gradually inch away from the internet, the television, the bad habits and attitudes, the negative thoughts and all those other things that will probably be my reason not to be successful.Summing it all up, there shall be;
no more allkpop for me.
no more checking arashi_on evryday.
no more watching Arashi lives repetitively.
no more watching 12 episodes drama in one night.
no more saying "i'll start tomorrow"
no more going to youtube to check random videos about japan
no more following any tv shows (includes 90210 and grey's anatomy)
no more planning instead i will be working my plan
no more feeling sad for my self.
no more blaming other things and people when i get really bad results.
no more of not praying.
no more excuses just to make myself feel better.
yes, they are going to be achieved slowly. because after all, i'm only human. :))
i'm starting my marathon right now and i'll be seeing you guys at the finish line! :D
i'm standing up today. and i'm off to study so that i'll be able to wait for SPM.
truly,
nana.