rainbow makes my soul

MOVED!!

2010-05-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

yes, as most of you have speculated. or wondered why i havent been blogging is because i've moved.

like they say;

change is unfamiliar. change is scary.
change is GOOD. :))

so i will see you at :

facingthesky.blogspot.com

i will relink everybody as soon as my homework wave dies down. thanks! :D
meet you there!

Reality just hit me really hard.

2010-02-16T23:03:00.000-08:00

so, i'm going to slowly and gradually inch away from the internet, the television, the bad habits and attitudes, the negative thoughts and all those other things that will probably be my reason not to be successful.

Summing it all up, there shall be;

no more allkpop for me.

no more checking arashi_on evryday.

no more watching Arashi lives repetitively.

no more watching 12 episodes drama in one night.

no more saying "i'll start tomorrow"

no more going to youtube to check random videos about japan

no more following any tv shows (includes 90210 and grey's anatomy)

no more planning instead i will be working my plan

no more feeling sad for my self.

no more blaming other things and people when i get really bad results.

no more of not praying.

no more excuses just to make myself feel better.

yes, they are going to be achieved slowly. because after all, i'm only human. :))

i'm starting my marathon right now and i'll be seeing you guys at the finish line! :D

i'm standing up today. and i'm off to study so that i'll be able to wait for SPM.

truly,

nana.

Chocolates in Canada

2010-02-13T18:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

hope all of you guys get to enjoy this very day with your partners, families and friends. :))
Sho's in Canada. i think a lot of people are going to give the newscaster chocolates.

i'll be making valentines cupcakes for Sho later.heh hopefully it'll be successful! :D
will upload photos.

jaa.wasurenai
nana.

getting better.

2010-02-13T03:37:00.000-08:00

well, i have not been in my best mood recently due to many factors:

1. my sister left for Australia
2. my mom went with her (for ten days)
3. i got sick stupidsssafhsjkl;'FLU
4. most of my friends are all away

yes. however, the sun has finally shine on my side again. my flu is almost gone. i'm starting to finish up the truckloads of homework my loving teachers gave for the holidays. and i just watched AAA 2008 again with subs. :)

i guess my decision to not go to Melbourne was right after all. i really need to catch up on my studies and my homework that's piling up like Mt. Fuji. :( oh oh. did i mention, diagnostic exam is in phreaking March. i hereby confirm that the ministry of education is trying to suck the life out of SPM students.

*

ooooh. just one more ~~small~~ reason for my good mood today.

ARASHI- YURASE IMA WO AND TROUBLEMAKER LIVE !!

my baby is not there though because he is currently away in Vancouver. but they included a VTR of him so it seemed like he was there performing. :D

aaaahh. watching Arashi live with their new song probably shoo-ed my sickness completely. URESHII naa~ ^^
enjoy!

jaa, wasurenai
nana.

for your humour and mine.

2010-02-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

weeeell, since i got my oh-so-awesome hard disk, i'm hardly on youtube as i had 'rompak-ed' or stole ~~most of~~ all arashi videos from nadia. so, waiting for youtube videos to load is no longer an important part of my daily routine.

nevertheless, while browsing through a few websites today, i came across a few really interesting and humourous videos for my taking. no, i did not find it awesome just because it had something to do with japan and the perfect japanese people, i found it awesome because its just goddamn interesting.
so, enjoy!

trust me, it will grab your attention.

The Osaka bang!

High five escalator.

jaa, wasurenai
nana. :)

Sho sayang, Happy 28th :)

2010-01-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

櫻井翔

誕生日おめでとう

Sho-kun, happy birthday! :D

you are 28 already. that makes us 12 yearsapart from now but no wories, we'll be closer in March.

i just want to dedicate a message./birthday speech/ icons/random photos/random experience

clearly, as you already know, sho is my ichiban in Arashi. i can tell you that i fell irrevocably in love with him after i watched him on yamada taro. at first, being extremely new to Arashi i thought it was kind of weird to rap in a japanese song. how definitely wrong i have been as now, Sakurap is what i practically live for.

Sho has changed me? i dont know. but i do know that sho along with Arashi has make my life more interesting in so many ways. to me, being an Arashi fangirl is just not about drooling over their photos (although i do that alot XD). its about listening and understanding their songs, seeing them making fun of themselves on tv, performing their hearts out for the fans and much much more. i know all you true arashi fangirls out there get what i mean.

there are just so much things that i love about Sho and i'm definitely sharing a few.^^

Sakurai Sho,

uhhh. gtg. will come back for more.! Happy Birthday Sho-kun! :D

APPROVED!

2010-01-16T18:48:00.000-08:00

in alot of subbing communities for ARASHI. livejournal, aishiteru <3

and STORMY is included babeh. OMO. URESHII lah. :DDD

all is well in the world.

oh yeah, my mom is getting me a fish. because i told her when my sis goes back to melbourne i dont want to start talking to myself. so im getting a fish to talk to. cause cats are harder to manage. :))

jaaa.
wasurenai,
nana.

mood: studious o.O

Tsukaremashita!

2010-01-16T18:19:00.000-08:00

HOMG. the day i start school was probably the day my life officially ended for the time being.

i'm sooo busy until i think its almost ridiculous. i mean, how can a person's to-do list is filled up by the fourth period of the first day of school? ohh man, this is gonna be one heck of a year.

of course most of you already know that i and approximateky 800 000 more people are going to sit for SPM this year. i dont know how my life changed from revolving around Arashi and now revolving around those three alphabets. not to mention my other activies (music etc.) and tuitions. yikes!

NO. i am not having an Arashi break or a diet like some people. i'm just taking them a little slow. i ONLY go online on weekends now. and the saddest part, i dont even want to go online on weekdays because there's just too much work to do. i'm only seventeen (soon XD) people. i should not be going through all this. T.T

still, whenever i ask myself myself why i'm working so hard. i know the answer is because i want it. i want it all.selfish, i know. but i do. i really want so much from myself and my life and i have come to realize (a few weeks ago) that i have too bust my ass off to get all that. and when i do get it, its going to be really sweet. trust me. and so, for the time being, there are a few other things that i'm putting on hold.

1. going to arashi_on@lj everyday to check for updates
2. reading magazines translations
3. downloading subbed videos (stormy approved! XD) *clap clap*
4. watching Sho's drama dengan si maki maki tu.
5. and much more.

*i will be trying to make time to watch Sho's drama during the Chinese New Year holidays. :)

this would be as far as i can write as my first exam start tomorrow and my Physics book is giving me the evil eye. i'm really missing blogging and updating. although since school started, there's not much to update anyways. and so i end this post with a Good Luck message to all unfortunate students in KL who will be having their first exam of 2010 tomorrow. and an announcement that since today, i am officially

married to SPM.

jaa.
wasurenai (which means don't forget),
nana :)

Photos. finally! [JAPAN TRIP]

2009-12-27T09:51:00.000-08:00

Sashiburi~ ahaha. i know i know. i haven't updated in the longest time. but hey, i come in peace and photos.

YAY! ^^

Japanese cabs with automatic doors :))

Its Shibuya baby!

ahhaha. Spot the whole point of this photo XD

wheee~

the trees have different colours :)

Ebisu Garden

yesss. Hanadan final moment. &japanese people really likes their christmas lights :)

kira kira.

there's no point to you looking at this photo if you haven't watched Hana Yori Dango.:)

Tokyo Tower. the place Sho will NEVER take me to.haha :DD

yes, there's more coming. Enjoy!

jaa

wasurenai,

nana

Arashi's Christmas and Happy New Year messages!

2009-12-16T18:50:00.000-08:00

Took me long enough. Sorry.

Enjoy~

the translations are in black and the coloured texts are my comments! :))
only the photos are mine. translation credits goes to aishitsuzukeru@lj here.

Sakurai Sho

Merry Christmas!! and Happy New Year!! 2009, thanks to all of you, was the best year. Please continue to support us in 2010. (drawing) <- Santa Claus Sakurai Sho

note: as you can see, my copyright is a little bigger on Sho's photo than the rest. guess why? he wrote the wish in English. awww. it just shows that we communicate awesome baby. haha. the drawing is sooo adorable. aaahhh. love love. i'm starting to draw santa claus like that too. ^^

Ohno Satoshi

Merry Christma~s! Have you all exchanged presents!? I haven't. (lol) Have you all eaten new years food? Those who haven't should so we can do our best this year as well! Please support us! (Yoroshiku) Ohno Satoshi

note: As usual, a meaningful and sweet message from riida. :) Ni-ban desu!

ps. Nadia, make sure you cook for Ohno. XD

Ninomiya Kazunari

Merry Christmas!! And, happy birthday Aiba-kun!! Which means there is one more thing to celebrate, but please celebrate it!! The birthday boy should, too. (lol) Also, without realizing it, it's new years!! Happy New Year!! This year one thing! Please continue to support us!! Let's all do our best this year!! Ninomiya Kazunari

note: of course its nino after ohno. haha. and its really sweet that he's wishing aiba Happy Birthday. Tanjoubi Omedetou ne Aiba-kun :)

Matsumoto Jun

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Wishing you great days... with love Jun

note: Short and sweet. very Matsujun ne.

Aiba Masaki

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Arashi has reached it's 10th year... I'd really like to thank you for everything (always). From now on, "let's Go~" have fun! Aiba Masaki

note: your welcome Aiba-chan. and we can always expect fun from you ne. Ikimashoo~

hope you guys had fun reading as much as i did!

jaa.

wasurenai,

nana.

Sakurai Sho: kira kira

2009-12-16T18:16:00.000-08:00

haha. i bet the title had you wondering! :)

my smexy Sho was chosen as the most sparkling men of the year 2009! (seriously, most sparkling)
doesn't really matter to me though as he IS the most sparkling men every year for me.haha.

ahhh.still, OMEDETOU ne Sho-kun.

aishiteru yo~

jaa.

wasurenai, nana

ps. japan photos will be up soon. heh. ^^

Japan, Day 2, part 2

2009-12-15T23:06:00.000-08:00

after Harajuku and the AU building (bathtub,etc.), we decided to head for Johnny's Jimusho. i mean Johnny's Office. it was absolutely memorable. the office building isnt THAT big but there's definitely a certain charm to it. heh. its white. and there was a car parked infront which i am absolutely convinced its Johnny-san's. No, i won't tellyou the type of car or the plate number but i can tell you that it is definitely not cheap.

I'm quite sure a few people found it a bit weird to see two girls, barely seventeen admiring an office (it was realy just a white building) with an absolute URESHI expression on their faces. haha. this is abit embarassing, but we started fangirling: "OMG. ARSHI has walked on this pavement before" and things like "OMG, ARASHI probably have been to that shop across the road". yes. our fandom is to THAT extend.

Not long after Johnny's Office was SHIBUYA. yay!

when we arrived, i had a brief flashback of sensei was erai. i'm telling you the bridge looks EXACTLY the same. in Shibuya, we dropped by at Johnny's Family Club. heh. all thanks to Ito-san of course for calling the office and having them to actually send a map to her phone. O.O

Umm. i dont rfeally know how to describe the Johnny's Family Club because i'm not so sure myself. its something like a Johnny's musuem filled with posters with signatures of most of the Johnny's groups like ARASHI (of course), NEWS, SMAP, KATTUN and etc. and we saw ARASHI's christmas and happy new year wishes for everyone. they wrote it on a piece of paper and it was stuck in the glass case. i really felt like taking it. i mean, it was soooo close. but you know, somehow in Japan, you just become nice like the rest of them.we did take photos and due to my suckish japanese and alia's not-so-skilled kanji yet, we had abang aidil to translate for us. (edit: and i found the translation online today) i'll be posting it on my next post. wait for it. :D

was really hungry and headed to this udon shop. jaaa. oishiii. it was definitely the best udon i have tasted. yet. discussed with ito-san about our next location and as we were coming out of the restaurant, we were blown away by a group of schoolboys. haha. seriously though. aaahhh, japanese schoolboys in their ever-so-smart suits and their oh-so-cool bags.heh.

Japan, Day 2, Part 1

2009-12-14T01:02:00.000-08:00

Well, the morning started a bit slow and late because we stayed up and was too excited watching NEWS ZERO the night before. aaahh. it was proudly the first time i watched a whole hour of news in another language. but seriously, Sho asking smart questions is just too much. XD

we rushed to the lobby and met up with pak long and mak long. and then kak aida and abang aidil arrived. yay! moments later, Taniguchi-san arrived with Ayaka Ito a.k.a Ito-san. Taniguchi-san insisted that Ito-san will take us to anywhere we want to go. and by anywhere i mean anywhere. so, the rest of the family decided to go to Fuji TV station and alia and i went to our first stop with Ito-san which was of course, HARAJUKU.

Harajuku really was everything and much much more. i mean it was exactly how i see it on tv and on magazines only its so much better in real life. we got there by cab. (yes, the oh-so-clean cabs with automated doors and GPS installed) and so alia and i were just walking around and trying to take it all in when i suddenly spotted an idol shop. it was actually the stairs leading to it and i saw a poster of KAT-TUN i think. so, we were like discussing about it and then BAM! a humongous poster of ARASHI. i, no, we, practically fainted. and as we were going down the stairs leading to the shop, there were more posters and more and more and there was Sho and Nino and Ohno and Aiba and Jun. KYAAA. one word. URESHIIII~ if i was an anime character, i would probably have hearts coming out of my eyes.

Alia came to her senses first and was like; "OK. deep breaths nana. chill. we want to go to Johnny's shop so let's not spend here first. " and so we asked Ito-san if she could take us to the shop. and of course she said yes.the office actually printed out a map for us in advanced.

Arrived at JE's shop and was overwhelmed by 3 full walls filled with ARASHI photos. we nearly had a heart attack. seriously. well both of us first decided to buy ONLY 15 photos each. and obviously that went down the drain. NO, i wont tell you how many shop photos we bought because. well, lets just leave it at that. :)) and and the shop was so organized. there was this form that had all the photos' numbers on them and you just had to tick which one you wanted. i couldn't stop my self from ticking majority of Sho's photos. aaaaaaahhh. you photogenic smexy human.

anyways. finally got out. i think at that ito-san probably got a glimpse of how much of a fangirl we are. haha. we walked some more and went into one of many many idol shops. ~~bought some stuff. etc.~~ and then we felt kind of hungry from all that fangirling, so Ito-san bought us crepe. really really sweet crepe. boy were they generous on the cream. looked for a seat. guess where? right in front of the AU building. haha. its definitely fate. and there was a gigantic poser of ARASHI on it.heh. URESHII.:))

after Alia finally finished her crepe, we decided to go and take photos. of course. and then right at the entrance of the building was a big poster of ARASHI in a bathtub. *please remember this part* and there was also a big screen with their commercial playing on it. after flailing infront of the building, we decided to finally get in. and then we went up one level. and this was possibly one of the most memorable moment of my life.

Alia was looking around and she was talking to Ito-san while i, the impatient one went straight up. the first thing i saw was this white bathtub and they had this poster "BATH x MOVIE" on it and there was also a wall with people's photos with the tub decorated for ARASHI. went really blur for a moment and then this sales assistant came to me and said something like you can take photo with the bathtub but you can't get in. well, of course i was wondering why would i want to take a photo with the bathtub and then it hit me. it was the SAME bathtub that ARASHI used for the AU CM. and that was how i fainted in Tokyo. NO, kidding. i didn't actually faint but i could not believe it at first. i mean, what are the odds of me touching the bathtub that ARASHI was in. AHHHHH. too much too much. so, i asked Ito-san to ask the sales assistant and she said "yes". i mean "hait". and naturally, i started flailing and blushing and became overly excited. you see, at this time, Alia still didn't really get it. when i finally explained, she was still a bit blur and probably too shocked to feel anything.

soo, we took photos. (yes, with the bathtub) and then the sales assistant took one with the AU phone and printed it. (OMG she didnt even use cable and she kind of bluetoothed it to the printer and took about what? 5 seconds to print.) we were allowed to decorate it as much as we want using the colour pens provided. (red, blue, green, yellow and purple of course) soo, i went on a high. really on a high. i'll upload a picture of it later. after decorating, we pasted it on the wall next to the other photos. alia realized that we were the only non-japanese. :D it was so hard for me to leave. i mean, i really did want to stay in that bathtub.haih. still, it made me feel so much better that we were leaving a pohto of us in tokyo in harajuku in the AU building. it felt like leaving some part of us there for ARASHI. lame, i know. but hey, we are true fangirls.

Aaaahh. Sumimasen ne~

2009-12-09T08:26:00.000-08:00

Jaa. honto ni gome ne. i know i promised to blog about my Tokyo trip soon but i have been quite sick these past few days. not to mention the fact that my house keeps having blackouts every 5 hours. o.o

well, alia and i have decided on a system. she's writing on day 1. both of us are writing on day 2. i'm writing for day 3. she's writing on day 4 and both of us will write on day 5 (5x10 concert!). :D

soo, i'm still in the middle of writing on day 2. i'm sorry its taking so long. there's just so much thing to write. Japan is an amazing amazing country. *and this is where i start fangirling over a country*

anywaysss, read on day 1 here.

enjoy~
wasurenai, nana.

TADAIMASU~

2009-12-05T08:52:00.003-08:00

I'm home. :))

will be blogging about Japan and its greatness soon.

I'm sick for now. But still URESHII~ :D

Kn alia?

Nihon e ikimasu :D

2009-11-28T13:33:00.000-08:00

Aaah. as i have mentioned a few times, i'll be leaving for japan tomorrow.

YAY! XD

i'm still nervous though. what if i get lost or something. i'm pretty sure my japanese skills isn't really conversation-friendly just yet.thank god abang aidil's gonna be there. he's the awesome cousin-in-law whospeaks fluent japanese and considers japan his second country already.daijjoubu ne~

anyways, i'm extremely excited and hopefully i'll go and some back safely in a week.

did i mention that the day after i come back will be my JLPT level 4 exam? yurp. aaaahh. kowaii~ pray for me people. o.O

*

on another story, i have suddenly come to quite favour Big bang.heh. although i actually only love like Taeyang in particular. :DDD

ohoho yes, he is my newest crush. :)) its that sepet-and-cute thing going on. XDD

Taeyang <33

jaa. mata ne.
insyallah i'll be back next saturday. :))

wasurenai,
nana.

New Moon. the Premiere

2009-11-28T13:24:00.000-08:00

yes. i did it. i actually went to watch new moon on the first night it came out.

for obsessed fans who loved the book and the movie,

go ahead and watch it for your own sake.

for obsessed fans who loved the book,

go ahead and watch it. its much much better than twilight. at least this time, they decided to actually script it accordingly to the book and not invent new words like"spidermonkey" and scenes that were never in the book in the first place.

for people who got over the obsession (like moi),

go and watch it for Taylor Lautner because, trust me, its worth it.

XD

OH-chan, Tanjoubi Omedetou :D

2009-11-26T08:57:00.000-08:00

My ni-ban turns 29 todayy :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHNO SATOSHI!!!!

stay cute oh-chan!!!! aishiteru yo~

lovesss.

nana ;)

of holidays and missing qis.

2009-11-18T23:43:00.000-08:00

Qissss! where art thou?
ahaha. we havent had our Cbox conversation for so long. :DD

heard from Alia you moved to tumblr. gimme link pleasee :)

*

anyways, this past few weeks have been insanely exhausting for a 16-year-old-kpop-jpop-fangirl like me who apart from being busy obsessing over my asian boys is also a dedicated student trying to please teachers and make school a better place.

No.really.

Juggling ARASHI :D,

DBSK's court case,

2PM's comeback,

waiting for Jaebum's return,

a whole lotta korean and japanese tv shows,

painting a mural for the school,

organising Editorial Board's stuff,

violin lessons,

getting ready for Tokyo trip to visit Sho's hometown XD,

studying for japanese level 4 exam,

attempting to lose weight

and proudly another thousand things that i'm suppose to do is NO EASY job. o.O

haih. but its ok. i'll be optimistic about this and pull through. :) daijoubu daijoubu.

K-pop has got to just settle down and cut me some slack. there's just always new news, scandals, bands and more.i'm addicted to all-kpop abd its not a good thing.

Oooh ooh ARASHI is coming out with a new drama which all the members with act it. HALLELUJAH!

*cue song: A.RA.SHI.*

well, i'm off to Malacca today until sunday. and hopefully i'll be back on time for the meet up to give the Arashi t-shirt. *fingers crossed*
will be submerging myself in my japanese so that i won't freak out when i go to japan. heeeee :)
i'm praying hard that there's internet at the hotel we are staying. i mean, what if Jaebum suddenly comes back or something? i wouldnt want to miss that. soo, although i have no laptop but i can go online using YUKI (which means snow because its white). I'm talking about my phone that i have only realized to appreciate now. :D

ahaha. Lame. i know. but Yuki sound quite cute next to Ribena, my printer right? ahaha. yes, i tend to name my stuff. :))

*

currently listening to Gossip Girl by a new girl band Rainbow :D
*I want to gosheeeeep girl, i want to gosheeep*

ahaha XD

jaa~ Wasurenai,
nana.

ps. if any of you are fans of 2PM, try watching the tv show Infinity Girls and Pretty Boys Generation. trust me you will be laughing your ass of like i did. XDD

2PM <33

pss. if anything, just text or call me :))

Dong Bang Shin Ki, i miss you

2009-11-12T22:33:00.000-08:00

i really really do. please clear up all this problems and go back to the way you used to be.

no matter what statements or rumours are posted, i'm still keeping the faith for you guys to get back together.

Yun Ho, Jae Joong, Junsu, Yoo Chun, Chang Min HWAITING.

Cassies are all waiting for you.

*junsu's voice has NEVER failed to melt me into a puddle of goo. :)

OMONA! Heartbeat [Live] is out.

2009-11-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

Although its just a fancam , it was still pretty intense. 2PM is really back and better than ever. i'm so proud of my boys.

credits to allKpop

JAYYYY!!!!!

2009-11-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

Jay's coming back! :D

and JYP i loveee you.

he finally answered about Jay's return in this korean television show, Golden Fishery.

anyways, this was his statement (credits to allKpop) ;

"When the news about his anti-Korean statements were first released, I believed that the level of criticism against him was too harsh. I mean, people petitioned for his death. But public opinion changed to 'the translation was misleading and he did not do anything wrong' after he left for States, as if he actually did not do any wrong. His thoughts and mine on this matter are the same - it is somewhere in between. He did not do such great wrong but it is a matter serious enough that we cannot just ignore and pretend it didn't happen. It was a great mistake. Especially for a person who sings, dances and performs art. We are the ones who connect two different cultures and he cannot disrespect people of different culture like that. I believe that his expressions were very wrong

Is Jaebeom a bad person? No, he is very nice. But back then, his attitude was quite unpleasant, telling me in my face that he can succeed only if he doesn't get a song written by me. But I liked Jaebeom despite his attitude because he never lied, he was always truthful - and he kept changing. Now, he is a different person from who he was back then. I do agree then Jaebeom of the past has hurt too many Koreans with harsh expressions and he thinks the same. That is why he couldn't get on the stage because of shame. But you see, other members still have to perform, and he did not want to drag 2PM down. That is why he said "Hyung, I want to go back to States." If I was him, I think I would have made the same decision.

If him and I thought that accusations against him were wrong then we would have fought for him until the end. But he himself thinks that he did a great wrong. If the media and the fans feel any love for Jaebeom then the best they could do is let him be. He is taking time to regret and think over his wrongs so letting him do so would be helpful.

What can I do while he does so? Help him continue taking dancing and singing lessons to continue training as an artist. When he says that he wants to be back on stage, then I will help him do so. When he comes back, he will come back as a part of 2PM, the members love others very much. Neither him nor the members want him to return as a solo artist."

After hearing his statement, i finally understood why JYP letJay go back to Seattle. I guess Jay was feeling very ashamed of himself and he didn't want to slow down the other members of 2PM. i was really glad when JYP stated that if Jay comes back, he will continue to be in 2Pm and not as a solo artist.

Its ok Jay, take your time. we, the fans wont get tired waiting for you again and again. :))

Heartbeat MV is out!

2009-11-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

and 2PM (minus Jay of course) are better than ever.

Taecyeon is of course smexy as usual.

Junsu looks a bit different but i'm getting used to him already.

Junho just went from cute to smoking hot.

Chan Sung caught my eye and ears too.

Woo Young is definitely growing on me.

NichKun is still as beautiful as always.

and its awesome. ! Kudos to you JYP, that's one hell of a video.

01:59

2009-11-09T16:39:00.000-08:00

2 PM's new songs on their new album titled 01:59 just got released. tracks includes HEARTBEAT, the song that I have been personally been waiting for after listening a part of it in the members' teasers.OMONA!

i have a feeling this might be the song that they will use for their comeback at inkigayo next week. or they might use i was crazy over you. still, i don't care which song they use cause i know its gonna be AWESOMEEE.yaaaa.

and i'm 99% positive Jays coming backkkkk. credits to allKpop. please please check it out. JAYYYYY. i'm going crazy.

their first album that's scheduled to be released on November 13th will contain 13 tracks:

01 My Heart
02 Heartbeat
03 Tired of waiting
04 (I Was) Crazy Over You
05 Gimme the light
06 Back 2U
07 All Night Long
08 Heartbeat (Red Light Mix)
09 10 Points out of 10
10. Only You
11. Again & Again
12. I Hate You (Lounge Mix)
13. You Might Comeback (Bossa Nova Mix)

AAAHH. i'm soo buying this.

2 PM: Second new single

2009-11-08T23:14:00.000-08:00

OMONA. its awesome. and i just found out that their comeback is NEXT WEEK. at Inkigayo. JAYYYY!!!!! are you there yet???

2 PM: Listen to my heart beating

2009-11-07T02:53:00.000-08:00

Omona. i'm supposed to be blogging about my awesome awesome prefects' night. but i found something more important. O.O

OHMYY. you have to watch, JYP released teasers of each of the member of 2 PM. except jaebom of course.

but, in this teaser (taecyeon's) he said:

"The love i give and recieve from my family, friends and us, 7 members."

i think my hear did stop for a moment. he said SEVEN members. not six, but SEVEN. aaaahhhhh. i think jaebom's back!

don't want to be too hopeful though or my heart might just break into pieces. but he said SEVEN!

2 PM. Seven members' hearts beating as one.

ps. i'm still keeping my fingers crossed. Jayyy. i miss youuu.

and do watch the other teasers by the rest of the members.

I'M NOT TIRED YET

2009-11-03T00:28:00.000-08:00

As you are reading my blog, you can hear a really interesting sound. and that would be 2 PM's newest single that is reportedly bursting the korean charts as we speak, titled

"Tired Of Waiting"

credits to allKpop

yes, i love it already. but i just cant imagine them performing it without jay. it is true. 7-1= 0. i seriously hope he's now booking a fight home to korea. i really miss seeing the SEVEN of them together. hey JYP, dont just sit there. do something!

i really think its the season of let's-give-problems-to-kpop-boy-bands year. pity my boys.

first it was DBSK and that court case mess.

then its 2 PM minus their leadja Jaebom.

and now i found out Kang In of Super Junior got arrested.

Let's hope all this "problems" will be resolved soon.

Cassies, Hottests, E.L.Fs Hwaiting!

saranghae

.nana.

ps. JAY, come baaaaccckk!

DBSK. pleasee dont break up. at least for my sake.

2009-11-02T07:44:00.001-08:00

AAAAAAAHHH. following the courts decision, SM has released a statement calling the court case a "fraud".

and my Yunho and Changmin who sadly did not participate ion the court case has released a statement about Jae Joong, Junsu and Yoo Cun's decision to leave SM.

SM - JAE, MCKY, JUNSU = NO MORE DBSK

NO MORE DBSK = i can't bear to type anything T.T

gaaaaaaaahhhhh. i'm currently still having my exams and keeping out with all this news is really hard for me. guys, sorry i can't be more detailed here. but if you want to read about it, go to allKpop or DBSKnights.

cassies, please don't let our boys break up. Let's keep the faith together~

JYP, are you giving me a heart attack?

2009-11-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

OMG. i finally had the chance to see the countdown in 2pm's official website (2pm.jype.com). its like a heart and it stopped at 1:59.

i'm phreaking out now. and then they released a teaser. damnit i hate teasers. cant they just release the full song already? wait no. i mean, yes. i mean do release the song and the new album with Jaebom on it and make me and possibly half the world happy.

AAAAAAHHH.

yes taecyeon dear, you know i love you. but 2 pm without Jay would be like 1:59 pm. and that's no good. there's speculations that it would probably be their name now. at least that was what i read at allKpop.

Pizzas and nokia phones

2009-10-31T10:49:00.000-07:00

its funny how strangers can make you happy.

anyways, had a blast on the last day of tuition in Kancil for session 2009. hard to believe that form 4's almost over. hait. form 5, here i come.

ikimashoo~

ps. thank you again sir jai, for the pizzas. will be seeing you next year. :))

oohh oooh. and you too mayuri. lovesss <3

wasurenai, nana

Awwww.

2009-10-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

our DBSK getting excited over photo booths and of course their very own keychain. OMG. i want that key-chain with their mini CD covers oin it sooo bad but i couldnt find any sold online T.T

What time is it?

2009-10-28T04:12:00.001-07:00

weeeeell, although i'm currently having exams, i have somehow managed to squeeze another fandom. heh XD

ha, dul, si

: 2 pm midaa~

although there's no more Jay right now, i absolutely believe that he will be back. and we will all be waiting. hottests, dont give up just yet!

and i forgot to mention that Tae Cyeon is a smexy beast XD

*flail*

my finals just got extended. which means, my limited only an hour per day on the compupter is also extended. T.T

anyways. wish me luck! :D

lovess, nana

Patience has its limits

2009-10-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

the government is definitely fooling with me. well, they just extended my 2 week exam to a month. a freaking month. my torture have just been extended =.='

My moment with Ethan Ruan in detail

2009-10-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

well, it actually started a few days ago when yee leng informed me about his promo tour in Malaysia. i, naturally got very very excited because i had just finished watching his drama, my queen. i ~~asked~~begged my mom to go and she said yes but i can only go for one of the days that he'll be here. i actually wanted to go on sunday in Sungei Wang but i ended up going for the one in sunway pyramid.

obiviously my mom wasnt going to take me so i called my uncle (with my fingers crossed) that he'll be able to take me that night. he said yes and i started screaminf with no reason and i phoned nadia right away.

*conversation with nadia*

ME: OMG nadia. get ready tau. tonight kita pergi sunway. jumpa Ethan Ruan sayang.

Nadia: OHH. jadi la ni?

ME: mestila jadi. kita ambik awk around 7.30. AAAAAHHHH. OMG OMG. Ethan Ruan weh! *starts fangirling*

Nadia: OMG OMG. ok ok.

*hangs up and runs to the computer*

while waiting for my uncle to arrive. i felt sooo nervous. i have no idea why. so, i watched a few parts of the drama and also vids of his promo tour in Singapore. my uncle finally arrived and we went to pick up nadia around 7.50 pm.

we arrived at sunway pyramid around 8.15-ish and got lost, naturally. i haven't been to sunway in ages laa. =.= we finally found the right floor and i ran, i actually ran to the information counter and was like

"Um Um Excuse me, where is the queen of no marriage promo tour?" and then this lady was like. "ohh, turn right and straight out" Then me and nadia was like; "Nadia come on, RUN!"

before we took of, this guy at the information counter gave us these two heart-shaped lollipops which i just grabbed and said a very fast thank you because my destiny of meeting ethan ruan was just like a dash away. XD

finally got out of the building and from far, i saw him. i saw Ethan Ruan. i paused for a moment to just look at him from afar. and then we just ran to the crowd of chinese fangirls that was surrounding the stage.

KYAAAAAAAAA. he looked twice no, three times hotter and cuter in person than in the drama. and of course fangirl switch was on. i started yelling his name. and he waved at me. alright, that was a lie, but he definitely waved to my direction. heeeeee. :DDDD

then the emcee was saying something in mandarin which of course; me and nadia wasn't able to understand. a few lucky fans was picked to get on stage and play some games with him. i swear there was this girl who couldn't concentrate on the game because she kept on blushing when Ethan was playing. XD

*conversation with nadia at this time*

ME: Nadia, they have to pick us to get on stage too.

Nadia: ye la, satu Malaysia. kena berbilang kaum.

ahahahaha. lame, i know.

after the game was over, the emcee said something that of course we didnt understand again. and all the fans around the stage started moving around and forming a line. then i saw that they have out up some tables on the stage and so we assumed that it was the autograph-signing session. we sort of joined the line which was quite short and i defintely had some doubts that we were in the right direction. so, looking exactly like two malay girls lost in a hundred of chinese girls, we decided to look for help.

and that was when another AWESOME thing happened.

*conversation*

ME: Nadia, i think we are supposed to do something before we line up.

Nadia: haaa? do what?

ME: i dont know!! i mana faham chinese.

Nadia: kita pun tak faham laa. (looking incredibly lost)

ME: Let's ask someone.

Nadia: Ask who?

Me: anyone laa. takkan nak macam ni kot.

so, i was randomly looking around for a friendly face to ask and that was when i saw this girl wearing a layered dress and t-shirt. at a glance, i saw that the there was "Dream A Live" written on it. but i was like "can't be, can't be. i must be just imagining it." and then i saw it again. closer and clearer. and i saw written below the "Dream A Live" was "Masaki Aiba".

KYAAAAAA. that confirmed me that the t-shirt was definitely from arashi's "Dream A Live" concert.

i nudged nadia and she stared squealing when she saw the t-shirt. we decided to ask her about the autograph-signing ting and she told us that we needed to buy the DVD as he will only sign the DVD. without thinking, we ran to the booth and found put that they were selling it for RM80.

*conversation*

ME: Nadia Nadia!! how much do you have?

NAdia: Not sure not sure. i think i have rm35.

ME: ohh. matte matte. i think i have enough

(rummages through my bag and found enough money to buy the DVD)

we then ran back to the line and lined up behind the girl who was wearing the Arashi t-shirt.

ME: ehh, why dont we ask her if she's a fan.

Nadia: Taknak la. segan weh.

ME: alaa. Arashi fans connect worlwide. it should be fine.

so, we approached her. again. and asked if she was a fan of Arashi. and it turned out she is. a fan. a big one. she told us that she went to the "dream A live"concert and we was like "OH YEAAA??? OMG. you're so lucky" and then nadia asked if she went for the 5x10 Arashi Anniversary concert in Kokuritsu and she said yes. i swear my face must have been really white and priceless. after asking her a whole LOAD of questions about the concert and how she got tickets, we switched the Arashi mode back to Ethan Ruan who was like a few feet away from us.

her name is ADA (pronouced ayy-daa) and she and her friends were from Singapore and came just to meet Ethan. she and her friends were really nice so we talked about Ethan's dramas, and how he looks so much cuter in person than in the drama. :D

when we were like a few feet away from the stage, the emcee realized that we were the ONLY malay fans linig up and he of course pointed it out. he actually said " Selamat datang" to us and me and nadia, replied a very slow "terima kasih". i'm telling you, almost everyone was looking at us with such curiosity. :D

Ada and her friends decided to let us go in front because she offered to become our translator. then when were just got on the stage, while waiting for our turn, this girl from ASTRO came with a camcorder and started asking us questions in malay. Ethan Ruan was like 5 metres away from me so i really couldn't concentrate and i think we both screwed up our answers. :))

and finally, finally. i was right in front of him. in front of ethan ruan. i was smiling so much. he looks so so so much hotter in person. i'm telling you. while he was sighning the DVD, i was naturally blushing like mad. and then the emcee told him to say "Terima Kasih" and he did. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*conversation with Ethan Ruan*

Me: OH, i'm your biggest malay fan. *blush blush blush*

ETHAN RUAN: (saying something in chinese to the emcee) Terima Kasih

Me: *almost fainting* ohh. Sama sama.

ETHAN RUAN: Haa? (with the cutest blur face)

Me and Nadia: Sama sama.

ETHAN RUAN: Haaa??? (the blur face just got cuter)

Me: Um, Your Welcome.

ETHAN RUAN: OHHHH!! (with the most adorable i-just-understood expression)

FLAILLL. while having this conversation, i was actually ~~shaking~~holding his hand. and the part when he said :"haaa?" he sort of pulled my hand a bit. *faints* HOMG. the only reason i let go was because Nadia was nudging me in a its-my-turn-to-touch-him way.

(while this was happening, the girl from ASTRO earlier with the camcorder was recording)

When we got down from the stage, we started jumping around and squealing like maddddddd. we couldn't believe that Ethan Ruan just said Terima Kasih to us. KYAAAAAAAAA.

after calming ourselves down, we went to look for Ada back and found her beside the stage. she said when we went down from the stage, the emcee told Ethan that wew ere his biggest malay fan. and he smiled. AAAAAAHHHHHH. (starts blushing again)

his malaysia fanclub prepared a cake to celebrate his birthday. awwww. they sang "happy birthday in cinese and in Malay" which was of course led by us. :DDDDD

by the way, i think i forgot to mention that the heroine of the drama was also there. her name is Cheryl Yang and she definitely looks prettier in person than in the drama. i quite like her actually. her chemistry with Ethan was really good throughout the drama. but because of Ethan, i couldn't really concentrate on her during the autograph signing session. heh.

Then he had to go back so we waved goodbye. i swear, before he went down the stage, i was at the side trying to get a good photo so i yelled "ETHAN!" and for a nano second, he actually looked at me. XD

soon after, Ada and her friends had to leave too. so we said our goodbyes. before parting, we asked if she has a blog and she said she didnt but she gave us her namecard and asked us to email her.:DD

after taking a few photos with the HUMONGOUS poster that Ethan Ruan signed, we left which such happy happy memories of meeting Ethan Ruan. :DDD

this is definitely something that i won't forget in awhile.

tell me. tell me now. how many people in the world can say that Ethan Ruan have said Terima Kasih to you? aaaaaaaaahhhhhh. *starts hyperventilating*

and that was how i had my moment with ETHAN RUAN. <33

wasurenai,

nana.

ps. i'm sorry the photos are not uploaded yet. i'll try doing it later but i'm quite sure i dont have any really good ones because we were not allowed to take photos while he was signing autoghraphs. :DD

ETHAN RUAN & a day of happiness

2009-10-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

HOMGASDFGHJKL:";ZXCVBNM<>?

2 HOURS AND 45 MINUTES AGO; I JUST MET ETHAN RUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*points to photo* YES! HIM! I ACTUALLY HAD A CONVERSATION WITH HIM.

I ~~shook~~held his hand, smiled to him and we even had a short conversation involving "terima kasih" and "sama-sama"

NO. absolutely no words can describe how i feel right now.

i'm too excited to type anthing. so, i'll post about this later and upload photos soon :D

KYAAAAAAAAAA.AND DID I FORGET TO MENTION THAT HE IS PHREAKING HOT. LIKE REALLY HOT. LIKE EVEN MORE HOT IN PERSON THAN IN DRAMAS. *FAINTS*

ps. i went with nadia sayang. :DDD who is also a big fan. heeeeee

dbsk/TVXQ!/THSKfans of malaysia; please watch this

2009-10-14T10:10:00.001-07:00

mitte kudasai yo. :DD

[ADD] i usually dont like watching DBSK vids of when they were in Malaysia because i know i'll feel really dissapointed and everything but i JUST HAD TO SHARE THIS.

i fangirled through out the whole video but the highlight was when yoochun said; i love you laaa at 2.28. i nor farzana binti abdul aziz, fell irrevocably in love. kyaaaaaaa~

and junsu likes our satay. and yun ho loves nasi lemak (coconut rice). :DDD

aaaah. nthng more a fangirl can ask for. ok, maybe there's more but hey, this is already really cool :))

why, oh why did i have to discover them so late :(
aaah. watching them in front of phreakin' Dataran Merdeka brings tears to my eyes. they were so veryyyy close. ishhhhh. its ok its ok, i shall wait for them to come again. Super Junior 2nd Super Show ikimashoo. :DDD

hiatus la konon

2009-10-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

syaza izzati, thnk god ily. :DD

yunho was jae joong's love at first sight. *melts* haih.

JJ: Junsu and YUNHO was like my sunbae. the first time i met yunho,i thought he was the coolest person.

AWWWWW. how i miss the dong bang love. i canttt wait for the lawsuit to end. :S

[EDIT] please watch their oh-so-adorable bollywood dance( i know!) here. i wasnt able to embed it to my blog.Yun Jae and YooSu alert!! :DDDDD

i think i forgot to mention that i'm currently in love with Ethan Ruan. ahahaha. yes yes. i know, nana semakin tamak. but he's really really hot. XD

for those of you who knows him will get what i mean. and to those who dont, Ethan Ruan is a taiwanese actor who have acted in several popular dramas like My Queen(i just saw the ending) and Fated to Love You. he's also starred alongside Leon Jay Williams in taiwan drama Green Forest my Home. :))

go ahead and google him up. i promise you wont be dissapointed.

ps. yee leng told me today that she heard he was coming to malaysia to promote his latest drama, My Queen. HOMGASDFGHJKL:"XCFVBHJMNL:*faints*

yurp. the korean-japanese-taiwan mode switch is definitely turned ON. :DDD

wasurenai,

nana

rain rain go away

2009-10-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

oh wow. i can't explain the amount of work that i have to do. ishhh. of course, a few people's attitudes aren't really helping either.

i think I've finally learnt my lesson. that at the end of the day, YOU are all you've got. i shall keep in my mind to not count on other people as i know, i'll end up disappointed most of the time.

WHATEVR ppl. go ahead and study your asses off.

i'm working so hard now because i want everything to be done and over with as soon as possible. yes, its definitely easier said than done, but i'll make sure i survive. i always do. :))

A, i miss my 5 minutes with you. i miss it a hell lot. december seems quite far from here. haih. you owe me a lot la pkcik.

panjang, kena tunggu lagi lama la. ahaha. after my SPM. that would be around december 2010.

XD (kn syaza?)

wasurenai,

nana.

ps. jaemin icons make my day :D

ALIAAAAAQISSSSSSNANANASYZAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-10-08T10:37:00.000-07:00

oh DBSK,

where art thou DBSK?

bila nak jumpa ni????????

ahahaha. i really can't imagine if the four of us get together and watch one of DBSK's concert together. i'll be squealing over my yunho and the three of them will start arguing about splitting chang min. and then i'll decide to join the argument because chang min's mine too. haha. DBSK's maknae is the hottest one i guess. XD

my c box is practically a forum now. haha. sorry people, but you see, we hardworking form 4 students can't find hardly anytime to go online (that was a lie). i mean, we don't really have time to go on MSN and chat because we know if we do, the conversation would proudly be endless and there'll be a very very angry unanswered add maths paper later this month. for me at least.

and soo, we shall keep on having awesome conversations on moi's c box untill finals are over. nanti jumpa tauuuuuu.

we can make it like an ARASHI-DBSK fangirl of hartamas-seripetaling meeting. <3

anyways, luck to to all of you who are studying for finals.

GANBARIMASU!

HWAITING!

Hello add maths

2009-10-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

weeelllll, the day that i have been loathing to come finally arrived last wednesday. it was third period in school and i was rushing somewhere (as usual). then, i bumped into aminah and she handed me this paper to give to vanessa, my class monitor. you see, because i was rushing, i didnt exactly see what was on the paper. so i continued rushing to my bio lab together with the paper, (everybody left already) as soon as i reached the bio lab, i yelled. okay, so maybe it was more of a screeching scream. i finally realized the paper i was holding was the timetable for my final examinations.

T.T

panick attacks as usual. and naturally the first thing i did when i got home was; open my add maths book. adoii. *dies*

as for some happy news. :D i went to IKEA yesterday with Shu Zhi, Syaza, Kee Shin, Au Yong and Au Yong's mom and sis. yes fatin, be jealous. ahaha.

[Edit: i forgot to include Au-Chan XD ( inside joke)]

i know, it wasn't necessary for all of us to go and buy 30 wooden frames on sale but hey, its not often that you get to go out with Au yong and Kee Shin right? XD

i personally had loads of fun. and of course kejakunan terserlah because i haven't been to IKEA for the longest time. we went high over the pretty candles.heh :)) and did i mention that IKEA is practically shu zhi's second home? sugoii desu ne~

ps. and aunty, thanks for sending, waiting and taking us back home. and no worries, i hope the cupcakes was yummy. :DD

KYAAAAAAAZOMGASDFGHJKL;;

2009-10-04T07:26:00.002-07:00

OMG no word in any dictionary in the world can describe how i feel right now.

MY UBER SMEXY SAKURAI SHO WAS IN NEW YORK IN FEBRUARY TO PROMOTE YATTERMAN AND DID A SMALL SPEECH IN ENGLISH WHICH IS A LANGUAGE THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED TO WATCH IT NOW. NEVERTHELESS, BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE WHO UPLOADED IT UP.

YES, I'M STILL HYPERVENTILATING. *TRIES TO BREATHE* *FAILS*

ALIAAAAAQISSSSSSSSYAZAAAFATINNNNADIAAAAAAEVERYBODYYYY.

*faints*

KYAAAAAAAZOMGASDFGHJKL:"

2009-10-04T07:26:00.001-07:00

WAIT. I CANT TYPE.

Dong Bang Love

2009-10-03T21:47:00.000-07:00

Last night was a big success because i finally bought a japanese dictionary. YATTA! that's why we love KLCC. that's why just adore KINOKUNIYA. i got excited and immediately started updating my nihon-go notes once i got home.heh

today i woke up really early. like REALLY early. like 5 am kinda early. for me at least. its freaking sunday people. around 7 mak teh and i went to send mak su and mak long ah to the LCCT for their trip to Sarawak. *nak ikut tapi tak dapat*

anyways, after that we stopped by for breakfast and when we got home we found out that a relative from Palong was coming to visit. :) yes alia, Tok Lang yang compared you with me tu. haha. :D

then, as i was just randomly looking through DBSK's latest videos. i found a video when they were on a show last year. it was probably one of the best show because they asked really interesting questions like "What song do you really like? "

so, from here, i found out all DBSK's members favourite songs. i only knew Junsu's and Yun Ho's favorite song which are Reason (OST from Autumn in my heart) and I Believe (OST from My sassy girl). and of course, being the fangirl that i am., i naturally had to download all the songs. heh. so, here's my current playlist. :))

Reason - Jung Il-young

I believe - Shin Seung Hoon

The promise - H.O.T.

Forgotten Season - Jae Joong (its Yun ho's favorite song from the album)

Brown eyes - Already a year

Here's part two:

Junsu's amazing voice that melted me into a puddle of water after only five seconds.

4.48~4.55

Yunjae loveee <3

3.30 ~ 3.42

and i found out that jae joong sang korea's national anthem for his audition. three keys higher. (i know, i went; "EHHHHHHHHHH???" too)

they performed love in the ice live. please do watch the full episode at youtube, onegaishimasu. :))

went to aunty Dalina's open house in the evening. haha. omg. meeting Iskandar after so many years was so random. XD

he's like TALL. i'm telling you, tall. o.O

You promised thay you'll stand by us.

2009-10-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

DBSK's hearing has just finished and now all their waiting for is the result. and yes, i'm one of the many thousands even millions of fans that are crossing our fingers and hoping the results will be in favour of our boys. and even if it doesnt turn up that way, they for one, don't have to worry about a thing because all their fans all over the world are standing by them just like they did for us. Cassies or not, fans of DBSK will not let them break up. and i know that they won't.

don't you guys worry. let it be SM, GYP or some other unknown music label, or even as an independent group, your fans are always by your side. DONG BANG SHIN KI~ always keep the faith.

[EDIT]

i found out that they got removed from SM's Dream Concert 2009. i'm quite, no, almost too sure that the Cassies won't attend it now. hah! i hope half the concert places will be empty. Cassies, hwaiting.

ps. i finished downloading the 3rd Asia Mirotic Tour in Seoul. YAY! :D

as you can see, i havent been updating for awhile. its because my finals are in freaking 21 days. o.O i won't really call it a hiatus as i'm still on the net sometimes. but right now, i'm trying to juggle of all my schoolwork, prefect stuff, violin practise and nihon-go class. plus, i have ARASHI and DBSK to worry about too. haih.

takpe takpe. nana fighting! :DD

Raya :)

2009-09-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

ohh yes, 1st day of raya didn't start out that well because i woke up with a lot, i do mean a LOT of mosquito bites on my hand. and people still dont believe me when i say i darah manis. o.O

I was in Gemas, my Pak Long on my dad's side punya house.

After waking up. Took my shower and dressed up. went straight to the masjid together with my cousins. came back, ate ketupat and rendang, and ate some more. Soon enough, most of the famoily members gathered and gilir gilir mintak maaf. Obtained some of the much awaited duit raya.heh :))

Ate again i think. and took off to Muar to Pak cik Kamal's house. i swear, Mak Cik Ain makes the best ayam masak merah. met the four cutest kids. (last time i checked there were only three) We (me, ayah and Mak usu) waited for Pak Long to arrive, and then we left for Johor Bahru. After arriving, went straight to arwah nenek punya kubur. and then straight too Pak cik Amir's house. of course i got quite excited. it has been quite some time since i met my cousins. had a lot to catch up on.:D

2nd raya had to be good because i was going back to KL! Where my mom and the rest of my family is. haha. had some photography session in the morning. (kak norsham's photography skills are definitely cool) finally, started the journey back around 10 am. We dropped by a relative's house in Melaka for a while. Ate (of course) and prayed zuhur there. Left around 2 pm and finally arrived in KL at about 4.30 pm. yay! sampai seri petaling, sempat jumpa Mak Long Yah and family (which includes Alia, Adam and Dania) :DD

hehe,

ME : Adam Adam, Selamat Hari Raya. Adam tak hug maksu nana lagi kan?

Adam : *runs to me* Selamat hari Raya maksu nana. *hugs + kiss on the cheek*

so you see why i'm happy.

After salam-ing everybody, i of course, looked for Alia who was sadly asleep. was only able to wake her up by bringing the jar of my nana-made chocoloate chip cookies up to the room. haha. :)) and she finally woke up. i'm telling ya, my cookies are THAT good. XD chatted and played with adam and dania. They left around 6 pm. we had relatives over pretty late that night.

3rd raya was awesome because i telah pergi berjalan raya ke rumah orang lain. haha. went to Melaka to Pak Langs' house and dropped by Pak cik Zali's house. :)) makan dan makan of course. XD

4th day which is today, i mean yesterday since its past twelve now. woke up really late and ibu went to work. i helped prepare food for my relatives who were coming from Pulau, Negeri Sembilan. i had so much fun when they arrived. i guess, no matter how citified you get, kalau dah orang negeri tu, orang negeri jugak. :D

i enjoyed listening to their stories and jokes about each other. of course speaking with loghat negeri sembilan. that made it much much more enjoyable.

after serving them, we(me and my aunties) decided to join them to beraya at Mak Cu's house. dressed up in a rush but managed to get there on time. :)) on the way bcak, mak lang called to say that there were guests around. it turns out another relative came for a visit. not so sure of the name but her oldest son was probably the most polite fourteen-year old i have ever met. :)

heh. i managed to download HTTG episode 3 and 4 today. plus i have a Himitsu no Arashi episode. the one where inoue mao guests.

and i downloaded a few parts of DBSK's 3rd Mirotic Asia tour in Seoul. the file's split into like 20 parts. so, it might take a while. i'm still excited though. its very different watching their concert in japan and in korea. :)

ps. my schoolbooks are practically screaming my name. but i tend to ignore it until.... tomorrow. hopefully i'll be starting my homework and studying soon. heh. XD

nana.

The Ketupat Project part 1#

2009-09-18T04:00:00.001-07:00

ahaha. i dont know why but i'm really pumped up for raya this year. and its in like two days :DD

hehe. sooo, this year, i decided to make ketupats for my grandma's hse in seri petaling because. well, because usually seri petaling doesnt have ketupat. (alia, make sure you makan tau ketupat i)

Quote from Mak Long ah:

" Orang Negeri Sembilan jarang la buat ketupat. kita buat lemang and nasi impit."

heh. so you see, that's why most of my auties here dont know how to make ketupat. the only reason i know how to make them is because at Johor, its almost compulsory to know how to make ketupat. its quite fun once you get the hang of it actually. :))

and and, i'm baking cookies and cupcakes tonight! haha. *nana semangat*

i'm really into this raya mood. :DD

picked up my baju raya today. and went all high because all my kurung is extra colourful this year :))

i'll be texting my raya messages tonight because my phone won't be around during first raya. o.O nevertheless, to the people whom i dont have their numbers, just wanted to wish a:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

ps: nanti kalau buat open house. ajak la ye XD

i'll be leaving for johor tomorrow. without my phone. which practically means without ARASHI and DBSK T.T. but its ok, i can be strong for two days. and besides, its raya right? it cant really go wrong. :D

not really sure about doing an open house. i'll make sure to inform you guys on that. but, to those who are in the neighbourhood, do drop by. i'll be back on the 3rd raya :D

enjoy your holidays people.

Assalamualaikum.

ohhh

2009-09-14T02:21:00.000-07:00

yes yes. i know i'm not suppose to be blogging too much about DBSK.(because a number of people have been complaining) but then, if i dont blog here, how would i share my korean boys' awesome-funny-adorable vids????

and and, how would syaza watch it if not from yours truly's blog? ahaha.

too bad la people. sorry, if you guys dont like it, just walk away. :DDD

SYZAA!! you HAVE to watch this. and i empahasize. you HAVE to. ALIA! QIS! EVERYBODY!

DBSK in school uniforms.heh :D

Chang min= <3

DBSk's variety show.

to Syaza& alia; this is a different epsiode from the one i already made you watch.

if you must know, kyaaaaa-ed for at least the hudredth time(today) here. XD

This one is on a whole other level.

4.30~4.56

JJ: and U-Know, i'm a bit uncomfortable with him.

JS: why? What do you mean?

JJ: he's getting into ideas with me sometimes.

*fangirl screams*

JS: You're getting into trouble right here.

YH: *to audience* please dont imagine anything.

aaaaaaaaaaah. i fell of my chair. literally. XDD

yunjae= <3

XOXO

nana

icons are LOVE xD

2009-09-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

5x10 icons~ :DD

credits to aquafire81@livejournal. they're all hers.

click here for more.

haha. and i stole this from alia's blog and from syaza's post. heh :D

i suka i suka.

nadia sayang, this one's for you :D

2009-09-12T19:53:00.000-07:00

Satoshi suruh ganbarrimasu if not, he won't take you out for fishing anymore. :)

and i will make it one of my life's purpose to make sure that you won't end up like michael jackson.

chill k. dont worry too much. it usually always works out. and besides, you have US. :))

VLC

2009-09-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

i just discoverd VLC. i mean, i finally have it. :D

haha. habisla. now i can play all the arashi and DBSK vids.

and i discovered that my phone has Realplayer? o.O

*innocently amazed*

Today

2009-09-11T19:22:00.000-07:00

today i found out a man lost his wife and 4 month old son to a raging fire that destroyed his house. my deepest condolences to his family as no one, no one deserves to lose the person they love. it is just God's will that they be taken away from you.

today i saw possibly three of the cutest boys sitting at the table next to me with their parents. they might be twelve now, but I'm almost too sure they'll be heart breakers for girls pretty soon.

today i was in a hotel full of people from all sort of races and religions sitting together in a restaurant enjoying food. Even the non-Muslims waited for the 'azan' to 'buka puasa' together.

today i met a person whom i thought was my destiny. but i decided to let him walk away because, well, just because. I'm quite sure it wouldn't have worked out anyways. :D

today i made a promise to myself that no matter how far or near i go to further my studies, i will always come back here, to Malaysia as my final pit stop. its because i love Malaysia. the place, the weather, the different cultures, the colourful people, the language and of course mainly the food. :D

XOXO

nana

link

2009-09-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

http://www.onetvxq.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=3551

sorry. i just wanted to make sure i dont lose this link. currently blogging through ibu's computer at her office. going out for buka puasa later :))

this particular website has some awesome ideas for DBSK's 6 anniversary. they are actually doing a 6 forums from 6 different countries project kinda thing. and, fans can also give ideas on what the project would be about. its too bad i'm a bit low on ideas right now. but, i'm sure to come up with something soon enough.

a few people suggested for all the six counties to release red balloons to the sky on their anniversary. :DDDDD omg. how awesome would that be?
anyways, to people who dont know, red is the colour of DBSK's Cassieopia.hehe

Dong Bang Shin Ki, fighting!

HTTG

2009-09-10T02:10:00.000-07:00

Ahahaha. i have an essay uncompleted and i'm curently watching yun ho's debut dra Heading To The Ground (HTTG) without subs! XD

OMG. Yun Ho oppa, see what i do for you.

anyways, to all the kind amazing korean subbers, please please sub(english of course) the episode as soon as possible.

Thanks! :))

YOSH!

2009-09-08T02:23:00.001-07:00

purple & red <3

nihon go class is in three hours and i still have a lot of shukudai unfinished. o.O

had prefect's board meeting today in school. had some shocking news that i shall not mention here. anyways, its already the 3rd week of fasting! i mean, time flies eh? before i realize, its gonna be raya tomorrow.

maybe its just me but dont you guys think that this year has gone by in a flash? it seems only like yesterday when i got excited opening my biology text book for the first time. :D

well, as time flies by, the homework keeps on piling up too. and did i mention that finals is in like 2 weeks? (minus the raya holidays).

i can tell you that i'm trying very hard to keep up. school is not as fun and easy as it used to be. i'd actually pay to come home one daqy and say; "Ohh, no homework today." T.T

my to-do list just keeps on growing and my japanese vocabulary is not really getting any better. adoi.

anyways, i'd better go work hard like ARASHI and DBSK now.ciao.

yosh! nana, ganbarrimasu.

ps; on the bright side, i'm very looking forward to raya. we'll see what happens. XD

Its a masterpiece.

2009-09-04T01:50:00.001-07:00

*points to header*

haha. Alia-chan, my partner-in-crime, loving cousin and of course the person i throw all my fangirl obsessions to. (untill she gets obsessed too of course) XD,

ARIGATOU. i love love loveeeeee it.

*starts blowing kisses like matsujun* ;)

and about the concert report, let's just scratch evrything(like school, tuition, etc.) and Nihon e ikimashooo. ne? ne?

LOL!

2009-09-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

it turns out my handsome-witty-sarcastic-serious Chang Min can do oyaji gags too. XD

2:10~2:19

oh myy. haha. XD

Sho-kun, you're working too hard

2009-09-03T07:39:00.001-07:00

aaah. my awesome-hot-amazing-cute-adorable-funny Sakurai Sho actually continued his newscaster gig right after ARASHI's Kokuritsu concert.

awww, he's so hardworking. i mean, to have performed in front of freaking 70 000 people and having to face your fear of heights while rapping is not an easy thing. i hope he gets his rest soon. daijjoubu ne sho-kun? :D

haih, my newscaster. i'm now watching zero news to update myself on what's going on in Japan. haha. (macam faham XD) of course only when the newscaster is my cute-adorable-smexy-singer-rapper-newscaster ichiban :))

because sho-kun is working hard, i shall work hard too. haha. add maths, here I come.

A huge ARIGATOU is in line for eggchan.livejournal.com

Thank you so much for blogging for 5 hours to share your experience to ARASHI's Kokuritsu 5x10 Concert. i would kill to have been there. Nevertheless, reading the reports from your blog just made my day. You are soo lucky to have been there to watch our ARASHI do their thing. its really amazing for me to be able to read on how they were so thankful to the fans for being with them for 10 years and of course how they scolded everyone to go back after the third encore because they were scared that they'll get sick. awwww.

i can't wait for the dvd to come out. looking forward to watching my boys sing 5 x10 and Attack It! live. most of all the Sakurap. ;D

honto ni arigatou. :))

clcik here for the report on her lj. its the report for the concert on the 30th which was Matsumoto Jun's b'day. My belang is 26 now. Omedetou ne, jun-kun. <3

XOXO

nana

Arashi Saikkou desu~

2009-08-30T20:14:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD. there's a news report on the 5x10 concert.

kyaaaaaa~ *screams and falls from chair for the hundredth time*

they actually FLEW into the stadium. gaaaaaaah. perfect, so perfect. and of course, 5x10 live!!

*takes in deep breaths*

Mark my words people, mark my words. i WILL be there one day. Arashi, mata ne. Sho-kun, wait for me. :DD

Syaza-chan, Tanjoubi Omedetou

2009-08-30T19:55:00.000-07:00

to Syaza a.k.a Nino's;

Happy 16th Birthday dear! :DD

May Allah bless you always and may you have the best years ahead :))

thank you for always being there through all the good times and the bad times. aishiteruu yo~♥

ps, present this year kena postpone sikit. tgh pokai la. gome ne. :D

XOXO x10

Nana a.k.a Sho's

Honey and Clover

2009-08-27T11:01:00.000-07:00

or also known as Hachimitsu To Kurooba.

Ikuta Toma starrs in it alongside Narumi Riko, Harada Natsuki. Narimiya Hiroki, Mukai Osamu and Kashiwabara Takashi.

most of you must have heard of the manga before right? at least I did. (:

anyways. after having syaza's DVD with me for approximately two months(or more), i have finally come around to watching it. well, i can say that i cried throughout the entire second last and final episode.

note to anybody who wants to watch it: please prepare a box of tissues as you WILL cry. no doubt at all. just like I did.

T.T

the story line is actually quite funny. that's why i think that the sad moments always take me by suprise. i mean, usually, when its a really sad scene you just get a little sad at first and it builds up until tears well up in your eyes. but in this drama, i laughed one second and started crying the next. it is seriously very very honto ni sad. the kind of sad that touches your heart.

although, i'm still quite annoyed with the ending that *spoiler alert*

NO ONE ends up together. well, excluding ayumi and norita of course. i mean, i finished like 3 packets of tissues by watching the goodbyes as they parted ways in the end. O.o

i have to say though, for once, i actually didnt hate any characters.

Takemoto, Morita Senpai, Hagu-chan, Ayumi-chan and Mayama especially.

Arigatou ne, for being able to touch people's hearts :))

How Dong Bang Shin Ki always makes my day. :D

2009-08-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

i was feeling kinda down this morning. but, fear not, my princes are always there to cheer me up OHMYGAWD, LAME gila ayat. haha. :D

scratch that. soo, i found this vid of DBSK at Heyx3 Music Champ. Heyx3 is this japanese tv show that interviews celebrities and such. i found the show familiar because i have actually watched Hey! Say! Jump! 's interview at the same show some time ago. (at least i think i did)

Qis. You should watch it. its seriously funny. you know, i actually find us communicating through our posts and the cBox exciting. haha XD add in to-do list: meet qis as soon as possible and fangirl over Arashi and DBSK. :))

Junsu is so funny during the interview. haha. i think i might be falling for him already. DBSK pun kena ada belang la. XDD

0.09~0.12
MC1: Do you need a translator?
Mc2: *hits his head* Shut up, they talk just fine
DBSK: *bursts out laughing* yes, we improved alot on our japanese already.

~~its obviously a sign for me to study hard for my japanese.~~XD

and of course i also discovered another reason. :D

a vid of DBSK learning japanese 8)

can't say i'm not jealous of that lady that's teaching them. Jae Joong was kinda stressed out for a moment because it was so hard for him to get it. which sadly reminds me of myself at my nihon-go class.

heh XD

if DBSK can do it, i can do it. (ayat poyo lagi)

jaa~

Ganbarrimasu!

2009-08-25T09:29:00.000-07:00

ohh. the japanese language is really not the easiest thing in the world. haih. the only reason i'm working so hard is because i know sho-kun wants me to. :DD (kn alia? xD)

anyways. after re-watching arashi vids on you tube, i was just browsing through YunJae vids because... well, just because. and and and i came across this. *points to the video*

i think i didn't know what cute was until i watched it. OHMYGOD. they are the sweetest thing ever. i mean, YunJae is like my current source of happiness right now. (aside from Arashiof course) :D

Qissssssssssss!!! have you watched the video??? and if you haven't, there's part two. :)))

9.19~9.20

Yun Ho: I really need someone like him in my life.

Jae Joong: *smiles gladly and shakes his hand*

ahahah. yes yes, i'm obsessed. XD

Happy Birthday :D

2009-08-24T22:25:00.001-07:00

Sue sayang,

May Allah bless you always and May you have the best years of your life. :)

i owe you a present sister, nanti datang KL claim.haha.

missing you truckloads. especially talking in the middle of the night sampai bangun lambat the next day. XD

XOXO

farzana

Excuse me, please give me plain hot water XD

2009-08-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

kyaaaaaa 2.32~ 2.45

Jun, i'd love to get you hot water ;D

its because i care

2009-08-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

heh heh heh heh YunJae moments. i'm hooked people. xD

and click here to blush until you cant tell what was your skin's original colour. XD

YunJae <3>

Mirotic, live.

2009-08-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

gaaaaaaaah. perfection.

smexy Yun ho and Jaejoong and Chang Min and Junsu and Mcky and *nosebleeds*

Qis, ill be joining you to sue SME if they break up our Gods Rising from The East.:DD

YunJae nosebleeds

2009-08-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

since i have been watching korean tv shows, i have found myself liking ALL the Dong Bang Shin Ki members. i'm telling you my world revolves around japanese and korean boybands now. 8)

and then i found out today that there's not just OhMiya in asia, but there's also YunJae. *faints*

Yun Ho and Jaejoong oppa. asdfghjkl;'sedrftghljkklm;la, OHMYY! *dies*

agagagagagagaga

Because Asians Rock!

2009-08-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

right alia? haha.

weeell, i didnt make it to school today due to some unavoidable circumstances but hey, its almost the holidays anyways. and i did my lisan already. heh. gome ne brenda-chan. :)

i'm now really watching so many korean and japanese tv shows. mainly korean FOR NOW because of my new found obsession in Super Junior and Dong Bang Shin Ki. i know they're usually called DBSK, but i just like to say this better because it means gods rising from the east. heh. beat that!

i see my alia sayang just discovered the index downloads for arashi shows like Himitsu no Arashi and VS Arashi. haha. i dont really like downloading them because downloads just dont work well for me so, i usually wait for nadia to get it from sempai and watch it on her laptop. heh. :DD

speaking of sempai, we met her today at Secret Recipe. yay! i was really excited because it was technically my first time meeting her in person after we discovered that she was a dedicated arashi fangirl too. i dont know why asyik tak sempat je jumpa. and so, we of course talked about ARASHI and more ARASHI and nadia managed to get the new HnA episodes, VS Arashi and Sho's dramas; Seigo no Mikata and Kisarazu Cat's Eye. wahaha. nadia-chan, mata ne. i'll be crashing your house as often as possible. heh.

Sempai also offered to order for us the uchiwa for Arashi's upcoming 10th anniversary concert. i know, she's the best senior ever. :) all four of us (me, fatin, nadia, syaza) are getting the jumbo sized ones for our ichibans. and we're sharing one for Aiba! *excited*

Aliaaaaaa, nak takk ni???

Arigatou ne sempai. :))

Sempat snap;

jaa~ ne,

nana

Choi Si Won, i'm irrevocably in love with you

2009-08-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

OHMAIIGODD. i think Si Won is too hot to be true. i mean, i think sho is too hot too be true too. haha. i have decided that Sho will always be my ichiban and Si Won is my nichi. :DDDDD

to those of you who dont know, Choi Si Won is a member of the biggest boy band in the world(or so i'm told) SUPER JUNIOR from Korea. He is hot and cute and adorable and funny and sweet and tall and talented and polite and is such a gentleman and hot and hot and i should stop now.haha. and did i mention he's rich too? oh myy, the perfect man. XD

Anyways, i have been able to find some time to watch korean talk shows. Let me tell you one thing, they are definitely as adictive as japanese ones. :D My favourite one so far is LOVE LETTER. of course the fact that Si Won is in it may have contributed to it. but its really really funny. never knew koreans had it in them. There's also other shows like the Star Golden Bell and Come to Play. at least that's what i have discovered. so far.heh.

i'm definitely thankful to people who are nice enough to sub the vids. especially for people like me who is absolutely hopeless in understanding the korean language. haha. kamsa midaa. :)

i'm too lazy to post( i mean embed) any vids here. so, just go to youtube and watch away.

XOXO

nana

My happy place.

2009-08-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

is with my family, my friends and my ARASHI :D

i blushed throughout the whole video. ahaha.XD
yurp, i'm a true fangirl.

i'd post more of them but i dont want my blog to be too jammed up. heh:D i'm telling you, there's nothing like watchig ARASHI singing live. in videos of course. i'm not THAT lucky. heh.

ARASHI ICHIBAN ~

my test results are suprisingly satisfying. i mean, for the amount i studied and the effort i put in, its actually not bad. i'm definitely starting early from now to study for my finals. haha.

*arashi's fight song*

i havent got my add maths resuly yet though. o.O weeeell, teruk pun takpela. i'm working harder now. :)

to mr. SPM, good luck for your trials k. you know i'm cheering for you.

missing you loads. (:

my inverted smileys are only for you la pakcik. haha.

ciao.

nana.

Super Junior in KL?????

2009-08-03T03:32:00.000-07:00

aaaaah*starts screaming like a normal obsessed fangirl* XD

yes people. there's actually proofs to the rumours that Suju is scheduled to come to Malaysia for their 2nd asian tour. OHMYGAWDDD.

i mean, its IS an Asian tour. you can;t get any more asian than malaysia right? haha. i really hopeeee its true. i want to watch them so baddd.

and and i actually took a screenshot of the list of the confirmed cities that hey will be visiting. :p
i dont know how true is it. but, its definitely giving me hope.

ALIA,QIS, ANIS, FADIRA; LET's GOOOOOOOOOOO! :DD

sorry, i cant make it larger. try clicking it. or, just go to the website here.

hectic

2009-08-01T04:32:00.000-07:00

i'm so busy right now. but you know what, i'm actually enjoying myself in all this mess. :D

well, here's a rough idea of some of the things i'll be caught up with;

1. Japanese. i'm sitting for exam in Dis. Yikes!

2. Violin classes. i'm telling you, skipping grades is not easy.

3. Prefects's Nite. i have to start planning SOON.

5. HOMEWORK, the most annoying thing that just piles up so much, so fast.

6. Silat grading. going up to brown belt people! ;)

7. Juggling my social life which is almost non-existant.

8. Prefect's duty. OHMAIGOD.

9. Kuala Lumpur Model United Nations. maybe, just maybe.

10. Bahasa Melayu lisan. the scripts are far from done.

11. Missing my sister yang pergi merantau tu.

12. Tuition tuition tuition. The lifesaver for people like moi who don't pay attention in class.

13. Studying for finals. because i'm turning over a new leaf.

14. Trying to join this debate club thingie.

15. Finding time for my asian dramas and music.

16. REST. because i don't know how long i'll be able to keep this up.

i know its a mess. but its my mess. so, above all my complains, i'm enjoying every minute of it.

ps; everone has a blog at tumblr now. i want one too! blogspot is getting a bit crowded right? :)

peacing out, nana.

Messed up

2009-08-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

i screwed up my add maths paper so bad that i'm almost too sure that i'm gonna fail it. sooo, its pretty sad. but hey, padan muka la kan. siapa suruh tak study. T.T

heh. yes ibu, i've learnt my lesson.

i will try my best to not just turn over a new leaf, but maybe turn over a new tree as well. :))

Yasmin Ahmad, the story teller.

2009-07-28T01:44:00.000-07:00

dearly missed; Yasmin Ahmad.

it was just another sleepy morning in school when i heard form a friend about the news that one of my favourite directors of all time, Yasmin Ahmad suffered a stroke. the news startled me of course but like any other fan i just thought that she'll get better soon.

then, on July 25th, me, and other millions of people were shocked to hear that our storyteller, has passed on. i was actually on the way to my tuition when i heard the news and i actually paused myself for a minute. i really just froze and somehow i had a fast flashback of Sepet, Gubra and Mukhsin all rolled into one film in my mind.

then, i thought to myself. who would make all those movies now? who would make the commercials during raya that i actually wait for to watch? who would tell the story?

but i guess it just means that Allah S.W.T loves Yasmin Ahmad more. maybe the works that she did is enough to last us for a lifetime.

being sixteen, i cannot say that i was a really devoted fan. however, i made it a point to watch every one of her movies and i usually end up repeating them over and over again. there's just something different, something special in her works that makes me feel just warm and happy after watching them. my uncle who is actually one of her friends i daresay, got me tickets to the premiere of her movie, Gubra. it was such a good movie and i even stood up to give her a standing ovation at the end.

Dear Yasmin,

your works are so far one of the greatest i have watched. you were really the best storyteller to me. i'll make sure that my grandchildren would watch your movies and i know that they will enjoy it as much as i do. you will be dearly missed.

Al-fatihah.

not a good idea

2009-07-16T00:23:00.001-07:00

to not enter paramjit's class and have her write your name in the buku kawalan to be called at assembly the very next day.

and it also makes it worse when you are on the prefectorial board and your installation is in two days time.

OH MY GOD.

please please pray for me people. let they just forgive and forget.
insyaallah.amin.

Excited.

2009-07-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

prefect's installation day is next monday.

and i'm assistant head for the 2009/2010 session. :D

haha, i'm looking forward. are you? :))

Juggling life. and i keep messing up.

2009-07-16T00:09:00.000-07:00

oh wow, i havent updated in quite some time. yes people, blame it on homework. its the stepmom of cinderella. the poisonous apple for snow white. the voldemort for harry potter. (dramatic, as usual)

my homework is just piling up like newspapers you see at recycling centres. there's just so much a 16-year-old can do in 24 hours.

on top of that, my second monthly test is coming pretty soon. and i really can't figure out those things they call subjects. ughhhh. o.O

my daily routine now is school, eat, pray, homework, tuition, homework, a glass of water and more homework. i'll stop doing them not when they're done but when i fall asleep on my study table while holding a pen in my hand. where's the fun in school life now?

its a day to remember because,

2009-07-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

my sister, kak long tersayang fell at the train station in Melbourne, Australia. yes, you might think its random but it is actually a very important event for us me HER. as far as i can remember, she has never fell at any train station in Malaysia. so, you can say that its pretty glamorous to be falling at a train station in a different country right? haha :D

no, she didn't break anything but she did get a few bruises for a temporary souvenir. she was actually pushed by a stampede of passengers who was proudly late to save to world or something. so, no hard feelings eh mate? :))

mark this day people, mark this day.

Tuesday; 7 / 7 / 2009

i think its prettty hilarious. i mean, usually when i fall (train station, school, my own two feet, etc.), i will normally burst out laughing like a hyena.lol XD

clumsy runs in the family kak long, it just runs in the family.

do get well soon.hehe. :D

ciao.

sunshine :D

2009-07-04T04:45:00.000-07:00

i'm happy. for now at least :))

my life will currently continue to revolve around my family, friends, arashi and naruto after being sidetracked for quite awhile.heh

i just realized something today, biology with mr. jai ganesh always leaves me in a good mood. i wonder why is that. haha. :D

Mr. Jai for the win!

*

these past few days, i have been debating with myself on really unimportant stuff. you know like whether or not i like him, what does he really think of me, confused feelings and all that crap. then suddenly, i realize that it didn't matter. even if my old feelings did come back, who would care? so, i'm now just enjoying life, making mistakes, getting nagged by my mom, laughing with my friends, trying to figure out physics and all other IMPORTANT stuff that matter to ME. :)

*

weeeeelll,
operation spaghetti on friday was succesful. ahaha. i'm sorry, inside joke XD

and i think

my naruto is proudly mad at me about something. or maybe he's just moody. or busy. hmm.
(yes boy, i mean you)

*

i'm through figuring out people. its just me and physics now. haha. :D
ciao.

patience is something i'm not very good at.

2009-06-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

had picture day today. and of course i was on duty as the juru gegas. which technically means i have to yell to obnoxious students to line up according to their height. you'd think that its actually easy but its definitely one of the most energy consuming and voice torturing activity, i kid you not. my voice box almost had a nervous breakdown. o.O

all in all, it was quite succesful and DONE! for the classes and prefects at least. the next session will be on wed.

*

DUDE, GET A LIFE !

arashi and naruto ftw :D

Breathe,

2009-06-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

violin exam was like three days ago.

and it went.... umm.... ok, i HOPE.

i was so nervous that my hand was shaking so bad. i definitely screwed up the first part of my first song and the singing thing. adoii.
gaah. i'm kinda glad its over and done with though.

did i forget to mention that my examiner was an angel? seriously. he was sooo nice. i felt guilty for my bad playing and singing. o.O

i'm praying hard that i passed. insyaallah :)

my eyes are half closed right now, so please excuse the bad grammar and the short sentences.heh

ciao.

BRATs, Ipoh. gambar :)

2009-06-22T00:13:00.001-07:00

the photos are not in order because i'm too lazy to arrange them.haha. enjoy!

STAR BRATs 2009, Ipoh.

Definitely won't forget this anytime soon. :))

Awesome, naturally.

Team FABULOSITY
l to r: jules, alex, joy, me

Marky Mark, need i say more? :)

roomie; Suhaili sayang <3>

Sharing stories :D

faces i won't forget.

Team BANANA + Team PAPAYA #1

Team BANANA + Team PAPAYA #2

Team BANANA for the win!

hehehe. we were just too awesome :D

Bittersweet :D

Team BANANA + Team PAPAYA #3

i think we had too much mr.potato :D

and aivee's selipar went flying away. ;)

JUMP; high school musical extras!

yurp, we laughed a lot :D

venue: at the gate of umm, the istana. couldn't go in.

Leonard Tan; multitalented

yes, we were high at the lift. especially alex. LMAO

Sharifah ; the coolest 19-year-old i have ever met

sharifah ; i love herr.

l to r: asma, sharifah, guess who? ;)
selepas ditepung untuk menjadi pancake.

all of these experiences are printed in my mind. its definitely one of the best memory i have. :))
glad i went. haha. peace out.

-this is Farzana Aziz, The Star MALAYSIA.

A whole new term needs a whole new playlist.

2009-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

haha. yea. as the title says, i have completely updated my music playlist with ~~new songs~~ newly discovered songs.

i was actually listening to Nevershoutnever when i came across some awesome bands under Hopeless Records and a few others.

new songsss; :))

All Time Low - Dear Maria, count me in
All Time Low - Coffee shop
All Time Low - Six feet under the stars
All Time Low - Stay Awake
All Time Low - Remembering sunday
All Time Low - This is how we do
All Time Low - Memories that fadel ike photographs
There for Tomorrow - Pages
There for Tomorrow - No more room to breathe
There for Tomorrow - Remember when
Anarbor - The brightest green
Vanilla Sky - Goodbye
Vanilla Sky - Never Falling Star

and did i mention that they are all very very hot. :D

I'll be fine. Even though i'm not always right. I can count on the sun to shine. The dedication takes a lifetime. But dreams only last for a night.

~Stay Awake, All Time Low

ps, i'm still waiting fr the BRATs photos :)

its because i'm now a BRAT.

2009-06-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

whew. just got back from Ipoh Perak for the BRATs workshop. it was really everything i expected and much much more. The experiences i went through, the people i met, the skills i mastered was extremely priceless.

this is just a quick update as i really need to finish up my homework and get ready for school on monday. i think i still have like a million notes to do and the sun is almost setting already. yikes!

still, being in Ipoh for four days was really worth it and i didn't regret any second of it. :)

will be blogging about my days there soon. or when i have time. or when my mom is not nagging at me to finish up my work.

the photos will take a bit of time though as I didn't bring a camera so my pictures are mostly scattered in other people's cam. especially Marky Mark of course. haha. :D

wait for it people!

peace out, nana.

Bad decisions and smileys.

2009-06-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

haha. something i'm kinda famous for.

i made one recently. but hey, regretting it doesn't turn back time rite?

soo, all the bad decisions or mistakes that i have done, i just move on from it. some take a longer time than others. but, i always think that what is done, is done. and i shall learn form my mistakes and try not to repeat it.

maybe its because i'm sixteen that i think i should just do it. to me, its better to do it now and see the results than to grow old and always thinking of what could have been.i want no regrets in my life. or at least as little as possible.

i want to have memories when i grow up. special ones, good ones, not-the-best ones. i want to be able to look back and laugh at my mistakes. to remember the people that i have met. to think of all the things that i have done. to be glad that i have lived my life to the fullest. :))

but definitely with boundaries of course.

baby steps. i'm still taking baby steps. so, if you see me fall, i'm sure you will also see me get up again. :)

"I miss the time when there was just you, me and the telephone company."

~right from the heart, nanaaziz

busy busy.

2009-06-07T19:13:00.000-07:00

monday; times square with syaza, fatin, fadira and azizah.

tueday; midvalley with ibu tercinta.

wednesday; brenda's house. ;))

thursday; KLCC with syaza, girlfriend ku sayang <3 dan zac efron. kan kan. :)

friday; Sunway Pyramid with mira. and an unexpected starbucks meeting.haha XD

saturday; Genting with alia, abang arif, kak lynn and ADAM!

sunday; 2 weddings and a kenduri at Melaka.

phewww. that was one heck of a week. :)

i know i still didnt get a chance to meet everyone that i wanted to but i'm still glad that i was out and about. i'm somehow still kinda disappointed that i didnt get a chance to meet him. haih. i know i know, i'm in denial but just let me enjoy it for a few more days. i'm sure reality will kick in pretty soon.

reporting: the heart's just slightly scarred. nothing good ice-cream can't mend.

ANYWAYS;

if some of you still dont know, i'll be leaving for Ipoh on wednesday until saturday for the STAR bRATs course. its a course on journalism and umm.. i'll tell you when i get back. google to find out more. :D

ps; mira syg, sorry i didnt want to skate wth you on friday. serious i takut jatuh and my mom sure bising if i balik baju basah. haha. we'll do it next time k. when i dont have that many things on my mind.

pss; hady, you owe me a frapp. tau tak? haha. :D

psss; azrul, sorry la tak sempat. nanti i bagi you spaghetti k. haha. ;)

BOF DVD BAYBEH.

2009-06-02T01:37:00.000-07:00

haha. i think i bought it just hours after it arrived to midvalley. :D

thnks IBU. wo ai ni. :)

i have another happy place now.

*

midvalley was sort of empty went i arrived today. then again, maybe it was because i arrived at freaking 10.45 a.m. haha.

managed to get myself a bag for the trip to Ipoh and a few clothes of course. ahem ahem.

succesfully got kak long's shoes. and also ate awholelot at Italiannies.

btw, did i mention that almost everything is on SALE??
seriously. please go now people. there's too much clothes that's waiting to be bought.haha.

*

i tried looking for hady. because he told me he was going to be there and he'd looked for me. but,
tak jumpa la. you ingat midvalley tu kecik eh? haha.

anyways, i'm off to my happy place now. be jealous people. be jealous. :D

ps; thnks for everything ibu. the trip was awesome.:))

Whtevr.

2009-06-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

i'm getting tired.

of wanting things that i cannot get.

of thinking about what could have been.

of regretting on stupid things.

of rewinding everything you said.

of remembering everything i said.

so, if thats how its gonna be then all i can say is; you know your way out right?

i hope and hope and hope and wish with all my heart that you'll regret this one day and that it'll keep you up at night.

and btw, thanks for the memories. it was nice while it lasted.

this is what happens,

2009-06-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

when you have not been to times square since forever.

it was all in all a successful trip to times square today with almost all of my sayangss. :))
syazaa, you and i are a powerful force of nature that specializes in shopping at places with bargains. XD

it was a marvelous shopping trip. we walked and walked and walked and looked at a gazillion clothes and ended up just getting a few. :D
there's just so much to choose from people!

being in a shopping mall that's filled with bargains with your dearest friends is my happy place. so thnks; syazaa sayang, fatin love, fadira dear and azizah. :))

looking forward for another shopping trip to midV tomorrow.haha. :D

ps, hope you're doing okay in taylors :))

Silat Grading, 300509

2009-05-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

and that would be syahirah and i right after the exam. see the relieved expression?

i passed! actually all of us did.haha.
Alhamdulillah.

the examiner was uber nice. and she looked awesome with the black belt she had on.
honto ni kakkoii O.o

i'm not a white belt anymoreee.haha.

i am officially upgraded to blue.:D
all that hard work, waking up early and sore joints were all all worth it.

terima kasih la ye cikgu Nazim sebab sabar ajar saya.haha.

partnered with the oh-so-pretty junior, syahirah syg. we definitely make a pretty great team kn. both of us got 72 marks.hehe. the feeling of performing the steps infront of the examiner was un-describable. adrenaline was pumping like a fire host people.haha.

did some mistakes here and there, but i'm glad it worked out. i'm still so excited. :D

ohh, syaza passed too btw. with a proud 70 marks. Omedetou!

here are a few photos that we took.
*warning; please excuse the lame expressions. bangga sangat la. :)

the one in green is the coach. and to his left was the examiner.
guess who was on the right?haha.

proud with the report cards.heh. :))

peace out, nana.

when you haven't blogged in three weeks;

2009-05-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

you kind of lose the momentum.haha :D

i'm back and ready now.

*currently blogging from dear alia's house and using her 17" screen laptop that looks more like a tv. :)

weeeelll,

as the whole form 4 students in malaysia knows, the midterm exams are finally done.

one word from me, it was fishinghardandpuretorture.

i'll just summarise evrythng up.
B. Melayu was decent. sejarah was umm, fair. maths was confusing. because the questions were mostly about topics that we studied in form 3 and i obiviously left that part of my brain in 2008.english was do-able.add maths was just plain ridiculous and iwillnotelaboratefurther. chemistry paper 2 was ok. but i sadly died while doing paper 1. bio was fair. physics paper 2 was literally impossible. paper 1 didnt suck as bad though.please please dont get me started talking about agama.

i took the accounts exam. which was hard. really hard. for me at least.
and know i hear the government is limiting to only 10 subjects. wadafak. O.o
i'm already taking 10 because of EST. so right now, i have to choose either to drop accounts or EST because it turns out, my opinion doesn't matter.rawr. =.='

*

enough about exams. its over and DONE with. :)

teacher's day was awesomeee. minus the impossible heat and the random shuffling perfomance.:D

a big THANK YOU to the teachers who have been putting up with my crap and slow brain.haha.

and an even bigger HAPPY HOLIDAYS people!.

do enjoy it because hell starts all over again in two weeks.haha. :D

peace out, nana.

the happy song,

2009-05-19T01:14:00.001-07:00

zee avi. one of the most amazing singers with the most beautiful voice. :)

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=KokoKaina&view=videos

that's her on the right btw.

" bitter heart bitter heart tries to keep it all inside, bitter heart bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide bitter heart my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile, bitter heart bitter heart of mine"

~Zee Avi, Bitter Heart

and did i forget to mention? she's a malaysian. :D

thank god its the weekend qis :)

2009-05-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

RULES : It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own post , erase my answer , enter yours and tag people you want . Describe the person who tagged you and put him or her picture . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions . They have to be real ; nothing made up ! If the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and can't use your name for the boy or girl name question .

Qistina Siregar. ;D No, i have never met her before and Yes, i know she's awesome.
our first conversation on the comment box was something like;

nana: i see matsumoto jun on your blog. xD

qis : i see arashi on yours.haha.

something like that. but with just two sentences, we became instant friends. i know i'd enjoy chatting with her although i havent had the chance yet.*msn please, qis* :D
i follow her blog because she's supadupacool. her rants distracts me from banging my head to the wall.haha. and did i forget to mention, she's uber prettay. :)

01 What is your name : Farzana
02 A four letter word : Fine
03 A boy's name : Fariss
04 A girl's name : Faeqah
05An occupation : Fireman
06 A colour : Fuschia
07 Something you wear : Funny tees
08 A food : Fish & chips
09 Something found in the bathroom : Fan? wait, i dont have a fan in my bathroom.haha
10 A place : France
11 A reason for being late : Fell in to the drain
12 Something you shout : Farn Ye!! (haha, sorry.)
13 A movie title : Fantastic 4
14 Something you drank : Fresh orange
15 A musical group : Fallout Boy
16 An animal : Fish
17 A street name : uhhh.dint get this.
18 A type of car : Ford
19 Title of song : Falling for you- Secondhand Serenade
20 Something you use in school : Fruler. :)

i'm tagging,
connie
nadia
shy wei

because i want to, ahaha.

of exams and well, exams.

2009-05-06T05:33:00.000-07:00

omg. i havent updated in agessss. :D sorry people; i'm in form 4 ya know, haha.

weeeell, mid terms ada di simpang jalan. just got the schedule today. those un-organised teachers o.O

i wish i could scan it or something. after looking at the dates and subjects; i think my eyes nearly popped out.haha. two freaking weeks people. of exam. with real SPM format. what is this world coming to?

did i mention that its my first time doing the exam with the real SPM format? ughh. essay questions. *dies*

you see, the old me would start having a panic attack and maybe even start banging my head to the wall. but the new and optimistic nana is now being absolutely positive and trying had to study as much as possible and as soon as possible. :D

BOO. haha.i still think the attacks will come; just maybe a bit later. xD

*

this yr, i missed debate and pidato with really un-valid reasons.

pidato/bahas : Teacher is only choosing the girls in asrama because kononnya, they have been trained. obiviously la kan. but, does that mean you can't train the normal students as well? i'm not saying i'm better or anything like that, i'm actually just looking for an equal chance. you want me to train, i'll give my comitment and train. gaaaaaah. thisiswhyschoolsucksreasonnumbaone.

debate; umm. i think my school didnt even send a representative to participate. god knows why. its really embarassing. i mean, there is actually people who are voluteering themselves to go. why, oh why, can't you care just a little bit more about what we actually want to do. thisiswhyteacherssuckaswell.

=.='

ps; Congrats are in line to Hisham, from SMKBBSP for winning best speaker for bahas ala parlimen.getting better each year. :D

Nadia-chan, domo arigatou.

2009-04-26T06:03:00.001-07:00

thnks for letting me watch the orchestra with you.

thnks for listening to my issues.

thnks for talking to me about your issues.

thnks for not judging me.

thnks for watching my demo on "apa yg telah berlaku..."

thnks for giving me ideas for the present.

thnks for temporarily keeping the present for me.

all in all; thnks for the A W E S O M E company. :D

this is one of the best weekends i've had in awhile. :))

i'm definitely pumped up to face school tomorrow.haha. just bring it on baybeh.

peace out, nana.

arieee; i'll wait. :)

patiently waiting for the next holiday. (:

2009-04-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

fuh fuh. deep breaths. this is the new and optimistic nana talking. haha.

i have decided not to get too stressed out and just chill for now. one step at a time. i wouldnt want my teenage life to fly by me just like that. time might be chasing me, but it definitely hasn't caught up yet. so, i'm talking life slowly now. :)

*

went to klcc this weekend;

managed to get brenda's long awaited birthday present. YATTA!

no, i won't tell you what happened. haha. *grins*
no, i'm not going to upload the photo. haha. *grins*

arieeee; i miss you already lh. i'll wait for you k. :)

ps; i still owe you that ice cream. ;D

When life gives you lemons,

2009-04-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

.. throw them at people :D

when life gives ME lemons, i throw them at girls who didn't clip up their hair during assembly. :D

haha.

karangan done, hoping to win. heh :)

Prinsip tidak berubah.

2009-04-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

yurp. i really am refusing the idea of changing any of my principles and values for anybody's sake. (the good ones of course)

take it or leave it.

if you think i'm not good enough, not smart enough, not cool enough, not pretty enough then just walk away. i have plenty other important things to do now than to sit around thinking about what might have been.

there you have it; an honest opinion from Farzana Aziz.

*

now, after praying, i doa lama sikit. :)

ps. cikgu nazeem, i'm on for solo. will be training hard.

why life is never fair.

2009-04-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

ughhhh. i want to watch David A's concert so badddd. i mean, i have never missed a single episode of american idol just to watch him sing every week. i even almost threw the remote to the tv screen when D.C won. xD

gaaaah. but noooo, this fan girl won't be able to see him live.

reason #1

-no phreaking tickets. stupid cd plus one free ticket purchase was on a weekday. what are the odds of me, getting out of english class to hitch a train to midV and get tickets. asdfghjkl;'
*bangs head to table*

reason #2
-my mom says its a no go. although reason 2 isnt actually valid if reason 1 was there. even if i could go, how on earth can i get a ticket without stealing, robbering another fan girl. asdfghjkl:'
*bangs head a little harder*

reason #3

-tuition. which i definitely can't afford to miss again. gaaah. if school teachers were better at teaching, i wouldnt have to worry about missing chem, phys + bio class in Kancil. gaaah.

reason #4

-the shitloads of homework that keeps on accumulating no matter how hard i try to finish them. i'm only sixteen for crying out loud, giving me work like i'm 20 will get me nowhere people. i miss the PMR days. when the teachers were more understanding and... human.

reason #5

-the tight schedule that's almost ridiculous for me to handle.

last weekend; prefect camp

this weekend; school+last week's homework

next weekend; Pudu Girls School prefect's gathering

the following weekend; School Mag Boot Camp at Taylors U

1st week of MAY; will start freaking out for mid terms + violin practical exam.

GAAAAAAAH. is there no rest for me in this world anymoreeee?

*

plus, i'm also missing the Arashi Screening in The Gardens MidV. i was looking so forward to it. but, unfortunately, the dear mother thinks that my break would only be during the holidays. which is actually quite impossible as my violin practical exam would be around that time. so, WHAT BREAK?i thought i could go and release some stress and just chill for a day. gaaaah. sempai; x dapat jumpa lagi lh. :(

watching Talentime with Syaza seems so far away too.

i'm so close to breaking down right now. seriously. ughhhhh.

i need my important people now; alia. syaza. nadia. fatin. him. ;(

Tigers FTW.

2009-04-05T17:37:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry FY, but all that guilty crap flew out the window :)

the camp was A W E S O M E ! !

aside from alia going back the first night because of this viral-infection thing.of course.

I am so very very glad that i was there. the different characters, different personalities, different opinions, different ways of people and not just normal people, but leaders. leaders that i had the honor to get to know.

our group was named; TIGER
penghulu; Nazrin form SMK Bandar Tasik Selatan
penghuluwati; Kuan Ngee from SMK Bukit Jalil

i can't possibly blog about everything. but, here's summarised version.:)

3 April; arrived around 2.30 pm because me &alia waited for Abang Yanto' and Daniel to perform Friday prayers.then, went in their guestroom which in reality looks like a hotel lobby. inside, there was already quite a number of prefect froma few schools and we looked a bit awkward as they already looked acquainted. i introduced YW to Alia and she introduced daniel to me. though id wasn't really necessary cause i already knew him. after having random conversations and making comments about the school, Encik Suhaimi came in the room and gave us a brief explanation on what the camp was all about. went to register and gathered in this fridge caled an auditorium. it was freaking cold. god knows how much are their electricity bill.

then, after changing we went to their indoor basketball court to be split into groups, the usual camp stuff. later, nurul, from SMK BB approached me and told me that alia looked really sick. so, i went up to her and felt her forehead burning. i swear, you could almost fry an egg on it. i actually ordered her to go home. because she really looked sick. and if it was a viral infection, someone or everyone in the camp would get it. called my mom and she came to pick alia up. thanks to everyone who was so concerned especially Hafa who helped a lot.

after alia went back, we had a few talks. then later that night, the girls asked me how did alia go back and i was like; "oh, i live nearby so my mom came to pick her up" then i realized, they had this question marks plastered on their forehead so i continued; "uh, alia's my cousin" and they all of them went "OHHHHHHHHH!, now i get it" haha. sorry for not mentioning sooner people. must have been weird for you guys to wonder why we were so close when we arrived. :)

4 April; woke up early and we went for exercise with Encik Suhaimi. i swear, he ias the coolest Pen Kanan i have ever met. he took us for a walk around Majlis Sukan Negara and we touched the 1.5 mil grass o.O during breakfast, i was sitting with YW and hafa and i herad the boys were laughing so hard then, one of them came to me and was like ; "semalam, Gary telah berperang dengan lipas" i was like wth?? YW explained to me.but, no, i dont really want to blog about it here. so, scratch that.

we had more talks later and in the evening we were joinedby the prefects from Bukit Jalil Sports School for the games. Katrina is a synchronize swimmer and Zubair is a shooter. it was such an experience to meet them and talk to them about school and you know, their schedule and stuff. the games was great. it really showed the teamwork from all of us.the games were organised by Encik Suhaimi and Mr. Teh :)

after the games, Katrina And Zubair led us around the sports complex and showed us where they train every morning. later, we went back to the dorm, and waited for dinner. there was another talk after dinner. and then we went for supper and off to bed.

5 April; went for a walk to the national stadium in the morning. later, we had another talk. i think this was my favourite slot. it was on public speaking and communication by Mr. Zainal Abbas. after that, all of us were asked to gether at the conference room to discuss and give opinios about the camp. it was really great. each of us even made a speech at the end and i think almost all of us felt really glad to have been here for the camp. the funniest part was when we started acting like we were in parliament. haha. what can I say, future politicians. later after lunch, Katrina invited Hafa, Farhana and I to her room. and we got to know each other a little better. it turns out, she often goes for international competitions so, i will be looking out for her from now on. :)

later, we went for the closing ceremony. it went really well. there was even a cake for Hakim from SMKBB who turned 16 that day. i think everyone was quite sad but glad at the same time that it was over. ibu came around 4. hugged them goodbyes and promised to msn, face book, myspace-ING together :DD

*will be uploading photos soon. its in Gary's camera xD*

there's just a few things that i want to add.

1) they fed us like crazy. haha. thank god its only for three days, i would have gained kgs if it was longer. xD

2) the school is so big. with gyms and their own uniform.*rolls eyes*

3) the dorm was really clean. the girls dorm at least.

4) the shower was numba 1 :D

5) netball girls intimidate me. o.O

6) Hafa and Farhana, you guys rock. call selalu :)

7) Katrina, thanks for the tours. will be keeping contact yea :D

8) if our school manage to organise a prefect's gathering, you guys just wait for my call.

signing out, nana.

ps. this very week i pegi camp lah, mamat tu keluar outing. adoi. sabar je.

rainbow makes my soul

MOVED!!

Reality just hit me really hard.

Chocolates in Canada

getting better.

for your humour and mine.

Sho sayang, Happy 28th :)

APPROVED!

Tsukaremashita!

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Sakurai Sho: kira kira

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Aaaahh. Sumimasen ne~

TADAIMASU~

Nihon e ikimasu :D

New Moon. the Premiere

OH-chan, Tanjoubi Omedetou :D

of holidays and missing qis.

Dong Bang Shin Ki, i miss you

OMONA! Heartbeat [Live] is out.

JAYYYY!!!!!

Heartbeat MV is out!

01:59

2 PM: Second new single

2 PM: Listen to my heart beating

I'M NOT TIRED YET

DBSK. pleasee dont break up. at least for my sake.

JYP, are you giving me a heart attack?

Pizzas and nokia phones

Awwww.

What time is it?

Patience has its limits

My moment with Ethan Ruan in detail

ETHAN RUAN & a day of happiness

dbsk/TVXQ!/THSKfans of malaysia; please watch this

hiatus la konon

rain rain go away

ALIAAAAAQISSSSSSNANANASYZAAAAAAAAAAA

Hello add maths

KYAAAAAAAZOMGASDFGHJKL;;

KYAAAAAAAZOMGASDFGHJKL:"

Dong Bang Love

You promised thay you'll stand by us.

Raya :)

The Ketupat Project part 1#

ohhh

icons are LOVE xD

nadia sayang, this one's for you :D

VLC

Today

link

HTTG

YOSH!

Its a masterpiece.

LOL!

Sho-kun, you're working too hard

Arashi Saikkou desu~

Syaza-chan, Tanjoubi Omedetou

Honey and Clover

How Dong Bang Shin Ki always makes my day. :D

Ganbarrimasu!

Happy Birthday :D

Excuse me, please give me plain hot water XD

its because i care

Mirotic, live.

YunJae *nosebleeds*

Because Asians Rock!

Choi Si Won, i'm irrevocably in love with you

My happy place.

Super Junior in KL?????

hectic

Messed up

Yasmin Ahmad, the story teller.

not a good idea

Excited.

Juggling life. and i keep messing up.

its a day to remember because,

sunshine :D

YunJae nosebleeds